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[peanut115]

s o i'm sittin here with Erwincurwin and we are really bored and we have no life so we have nothing to do
and we don't have a car either
and i'm pregnant and my hips really hurt and i really want some milk right now but i'm too lazy to get up and get it
so yea

talked to dirk today and he was kinda weird about being just "friends" with me but i think he will get used to the idea

going to ohio with adam next weekend and i am really looking forward to finding out how he acts when nobody else is around
you know when it is just the two of us

i'm not really sure about moving down there with him yet but next weekend will be the deciding factor
i want to know how he acts when it is just mommy and daddy

so i'm really excited about this whole baby thing and getting to know adam (if he acts how i want him to act next weekennd) but he really has showed me that he is ready to be a daddy
i went to the hospital on tuesday and he was really worried about me and his baby
he waited by the phone untill two in the morning
but i was too tired to call when i gat
o yea i went to the hospital cuz i was bleeding and i thought i was going to have a miscarriage
but thank god i didn't (thanks michael)lol
but yea he has relly been into the whole baby thing
and the other morning he looked at me with a big grin on his face and said"we're having a baby!"
that made me feel really good
cuz up untill then i thought he didn't give a shit

so yea i'm going to sleep