Jul 07, 2009 23:09
Well, I'm still on the job hunt. Nothing has come up yet. I've been kinda bummed because I look back on how my life used to be, and I was so happy. I loved life and made people laugh and now I am some person that I don't know. It just sucks. And I know it has to do with my spiritual life, but I don't know how to get back to the person I was. I have no motivation to do anything anymore. I don't know how to get my life back on the right track, either. It's just frustrating.
On another note, I got really sick last night with a fever of 102. Went to the doctor today and was poked and prodded. The flu tests hurts like hell! They jam a q-tip in your nose and it feels like it's pulling your brain out. After all that, they said it was bacteria and sent me home with meds. I still feel bad, but no more fever.
Well, I don't want to complain on this thing. I'm obviously not doing much to change the situation so there is no point in talking about it. I'll try to work on it.