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Fourteen days back, four days left. I have:
Been sober on exactly two days.
Had very vindicitive sex once.
Fought lots with my older brother.
Told the love of my life as such- words in the past tense are worse than a punch in the guts but I'm okay, really.
Rethought my plans.
Cried a lot.
Made a lot of soup.
Danced a great deal.
Finished the year from hell.
Hung out with my dog a lot.
Gotten told by my father that I am the greatest thing to ever happen to him (d'awwww).
Spent real quality time with my grandmother.
Tried and failed to get my shit thoroughly together- come to the realization that it will take longer than two weeks.
Resolved to do this in the new year.
Slept past noon almost every day.
As a result, forgotten to call Kaya repeatedly.
Recieved more hugs than I could concievably enumerate.
Decided to, if things continure with Vancouver as before, consider seriously the possiblility of relocating to Montreal in the fall.
Seen a lot of really great music.
Written a handful of good songs.
Driven a car for the first time in months and probably one of the last times for some time.
Spent too much money.
Made some amends.
It's been a wild ride and I am not nearly ready for it to be over.
Been sober on exactly two days.
Had very vindicitive sex once.
Fought lots with my older brother.
Told the love of my life as such- words in the past tense are worse than a punch in the guts but I'm okay, really.
Rethought my plans.
Cried a lot.
Made a lot of soup.
Danced a great deal.
Finished the year from hell.
Hung out with my dog a lot.
Gotten told by my father that I am the greatest thing to ever happen to him (d'awwww).
Spent real quality time with my grandmother.
Tried and failed to get my shit thoroughly together- come to the realization that it will take longer than two weeks.
Resolved to do this in the new year.
Slept past noon almost every day.
As a result, forgotten to call Kaya repeatedly.
Recieved more hugs than I could concievably enumerate.
Decided to, if things continure with Vancouver as before, consider seriously the possiblility of relocating to Montreal in the fall.
Seen a lot of really great music.
Written a handful of good songs.
Driven a car for the first time in months and probably one of the last times for some time.
Spent too much money.
Made some amends.
It's been a wild ride and I am not nearly ready for it to be over.