yeah.
So, uh, yeah. I'm single again. I think the thing that hurts the most is the fact that he doesn't even care. He just hung up his phone, and that was it. I've heard the stories of broken hearts, but what they don't tell you is that when it happens, your heart physically wrenches, it still hasn't ceased since last night, nor have i slept since yesterday. I don't know if i could see myself with anyone else, i've tried, but things never seem to work out. I know that someday i am going to be one of those dilusional old women with alseimers and a large menagere of cats lining my feet, compensating for something i feel i won't find again, love.
My father said one of the wisest things this morning. He said "You cannot try life, or think about life, you must do life, just like you can't try getting over someone, you just have to do it". Why is it that parents always seem to be right when you need them to be wrong? Oh well, i think that i am going to stick with my father's advice and see where it gets me. This will be one of the hardest things i have ever had to do in my life. Although it is a very common thing, and something everyone has to go through once in their life, to me, it's like climbing Mt. Everest in a bikini, armed with only a water gun and a can opener. I would like to think that there is someone better out there for me, but in all honesty, i don't know if there really is.
<3,
Alex
My father said one of the wisest things this morning. He said "You cannot try life, or think about life, you must do life, just like you can't try getting over someone, you just have to do it". Why is it that parents always seem to be right when you need them to be wrong? Oh well, i think that i am going to stick with my father's advice and see where it gets me. This will be one of the hardest things i have ever had to do in my life. Although it is a very common thing, and something everyone has to go through once in their life, to me, it's like climbing Mt. Everest in a bikini, armed with only a water gun and a can opener. I would like to think that there is someone better out there for me, but in all honesty, i don't know if there really is.
<3,
Alex