gah, i hate this
I feel like i've lost everyone i had,. I miss you all, and i know that you've all gone on with your lives, which is something i hope you do. It's just hard being here, in a strange place where more than half of the population doesn't give a damn if you live or die. I'm tired of trying to be something that i'm not here just to find somewhere i could fit in. I'm not the type of person that just "fits in", and i can't stop being who i am, it's a lot harder than i expected. Even when i do attempt to fit in, there's always something about me that gives it away. I guess i'm just weird, plain and simple, but i can't seem to find anyone here that's willing to put up with my "weirdness". I feel so stuck right now, i know i have a few friends that care about me here, and that i love, but it's such a change from when i was home.(i need people).
<3,
Alex
<3,
Alex