yesterday was a very very good day.
My Complaining (pay no attention):So, yesterday my mom was feeling the "empty nest" syndrome and decided to completely spoil me, i felt really bad about it, and tried to tell her not to, but she persisted, so i just gave in. I feel so bad about leaving this house lately, i mean, my family has done so very much for me and now i'm leaving, and i really don't know what i can do for them, i mean, i'm not a really rich kid with copious amounts of money just laying around where i could give back all they have done for me( which, believe me, is way a lot) and i give them all of my love whenever i can, i'm just so busy i don't ever have time to just chat with them or help them out working in the yard. It's such a sticky situation, i really don't know what to do anymore, i can't keep feeling this impending guilt for receiving things i don't think i deserve sometimes, and i don't want to keep feeling like a parasite, i just want them to be happy and for them to not spend their lives away on me, i don't deserve it. Has anyone else been in this situation? or am i just too blessed and fortunate for words? (if that's what you call it). I dunno, i don't even know why i'm complaining about it, it's just i feel so guilty for being in this position. Why me? why did i get such great parents and such a supportive family? I wish there was something i could do to change my situation, to put someone more deserving in my position so they could feel this. For once in my life, i want to feel poor and able to appreciate every little scrap of thing i have, but unfortunately the things i have just keep multiplying. I hate to brag, and i hate saying that i have more than others because i know i don't deserve what i have and i know the people I tell these things to are far more deserving of them than me. So does this mean i should keep silent of them anymore? I don't know what to do anymore, i wish i could just tell my parents to stop being good to me, i just want to, for once feel what it's like to not have a good life, to struggle, to not be able to rely on anything but my abilities. Perhaps that's what college is for.
The Good Stuff:Okay so yesterday I got WoW, and my mom decided that she needed to get DDR and an XBOX (totally her choice, not even mine in the slightest) so we now have, DDR, a dance pad, Soul Calibur 2, Prince of Persia, Metal Arms, and Buffy the Vampire Slayer. On the way out of Best Buy, my mom got a call from my sister, and she was like rushing us out of Best Buy and panicking(sp?) on the way home. I was afraid something had happened to my sister naturally, but as we pulled into the garage, a tall, skinny boy jumped into the van and attacked me. Bewildered I, naturally, freaked out and started yelling and flinching. Of course this skinny boy was Tytus(who else?) followed by Peter. They had both decided to visit me (yay! i love me some Tytus and Peter). So we went inside and Tytus immediately started accosting me for my horrible treatment of my computer and then him and Peter fixed it for me (thank you guys!). Then we all went downstairs and played DDR..(well, Peter decided to not play and Tytus and I entertained him with our foolishly mad dancing skillz). I felt kinda bad for Peter though, he seemed a bit on the bored side :(. So anyhow, they left for South Florida and I played WoW (and died about five times).
Okay, and for those who want to ignore my emolike entry(i don't blame you, in fact, please don't read it, i just needed to get it out): I have WoW now, so anyone wanna play with me? Also, i need some suggestions on what kinda class i should be and what type of character (i really forgot what it's called example: human, dwarf, night elf, etc.)
The Good Stuff:Okay so yesterday I got WoW, and my mom decided that she needed to get DDR and an XBOX (totally her choice, not even mine in the slightest) so we now have, DDR, a dance pad, Soul Calibur 2, Prince of Persia, Metal Arms, and Buffy the Vampire Slayer. On the way out of Best Buy, my mom got a call from my sister, and she was like rushing us out of Best Buy and panicking(sp?) on the way home. I was afraid something had happened to my sister naturally, but as we pulled into the garage, a tall, skinny boy jumped into the van and attacked me. Bewildered I, naturally, freaked out and started yelling and flinching. Of course this skinny boy was Tytus(who else?) followed by Peter. They had both decided to visit me (yay! i love me some Tytus and Peter). So we went inside and Tytus immediately started accosting me for my horrible treatment of my computer and then him and Peter fixed it for me (thank you guys!). Then we all went downstairs and played DDR..(well, Peter decided to not play and Tytus and I entertained him with our foolishly mad dancing skillz). I felt kinda bad for Peter though, he seemed a bit on the bored side :(. So anyhow, they left for South Florida and I played WoW (and died about five times).
Okay, and for those who want to ignore my emolike entry(i don't blame you, in fact, please don't read it, i just needed to get it out): I have WoW now, so anyone wanna play with me? Also, i need some suggestions on what kinda class i should be and what type of character (i really forgot what it's called example: human, dwarf, night elf, etc.)