When is it going to stop???
Okay so, last night my parents argued. i knew it was gonna happen again soon i mean, they never stay together and just be happy. something always has to come up...always and it just gets sooo tiring. And they argue about the stupidest things that shouldn't be argued about. I mean, if u cant stand eachother that much,seperate. dont stay together cuz it's not right and it's not fair for me and my sisters to hear yelling and things being thrown and cussing.
I just wish they had seperate houses you know? maybe so much tension would be gone. My dad,he always blames my mom for stuff she hasnt done and i know for sure she hasnt done cuz most of the time i'm there and i know the truth. One day,me ,my mom,and my sisters are gonna be gone and he's gonna finally realize what he's lost and realize that he was wrong all this time. And one day, i'm not gonna care.
Me and him have never had a good relationship. it started when i was 11 ..or maybe 10 and some stuff happened and he just never cared about me..he disowned me. I used to always be sad and cry and wish he treated me like he reated my sisters..with love and care and protection but, he just did not care about me. Now it's like, "you dont wanna tlk to me,you dont wanna care for me,i'm done,i'm wiping u off my hands...i'm done". you know? i dont care. I'm not gonna lie. i do sometimes wish we were as close as we used to be before things happend but then i come back to mind and think, the stuff that happened aint my fault....it's urs so if anything, i should be disowning u,i should not care about you. i know that sounds harsh but that's how i feel.
I dont think things will ever change between me and my dad OR my dad and my mom but they need to figure out something cuz one day, it's gonna blow up in someone's face and some is going to get hurt.
I just wish they had seperate houses you know? maybe so much tension would be gone. My dad,he always blames my mom for stuff she hasnt done and i know for sure she hasnt done cuz most of the time i'm there and i know the truth. One day,me ,my mom,and my sisters are gonna be gone and he's gonna finally realize what he's lost and realize that he was wrong all this time. And one day, i'm not gonna care.
Me and him have never had a good relationship. it started when i was 11 ..or maybe 10 and some stuff happened and he just never cared about me..he disowned me. I used to always be sad and cry and wish he treated me like he reated my sisters..with love and care and protection but, he just did not care about me. Now it's like, "you dont wanna tlk to me,you dont wanna care for me,i'm done,i'm wiping u off my hands...i'm done". you know? i dont care. I'm not gonna lie. i do sometimes wish we were as close as we used to be before things happend but then i come back to mind and think, the stuff that happened aint my fault....it's urs so if anything, i should be disowning u,i should not care about you. i know that sounds harsh but that's how i feel.
I dont think things will ever change between me and my dad OR my dad and my mom but they need to figure out something cuz one day, it's gonna blow up in someone's face and some is going to get hurt.