made myself sad again

[peachchild]

buh,

after writing the last post, i got all motivated and worked on the bike farm manual, my good bye present,

and i fucked up a bit, and i just feel like shit,
i'm beating myself up, man, i'm emo,

i can do a lot of things, but writing a manual does not seem to be one of them.
and computers, and emails, i'm not good at this,
and it comes out in bike farm,

i worked on it for an hour, it is good, better, but i feel sick inside,