Boom.
I've been feeling strange lately. I think it's because I'm not feeling drastically low or drastically high but I'm feeling right in the middle. I don't usually feel just 'ok'. Well at least I don't usually mean it.
I stay in a lot. Sonnenberg got a job and I've become so used to going everywere with him that when I can't it just feels so strange. He's been teaching me math. Well, statistics. I hate it. He says teaching me math is like teaching a five year old something. I agree.
MCC. Well, it's MCC. I hate all of my professors this semester. Except for Mike Reagan. He's the man that showed me what I wanted to do for the rest of my life in place of film. Part of me is in love with him. At the end of this semester I want to just plant him one on the face, but I won't because I know that is completely inappropriate. Anyways, I have moved on from film. Thinking about the city and about Columbia brings me down sometimes, but I know if I still want to write I can do it on my own. I just have little motivation.
Hmm...I started learning how to cook. Today I made cookies from scratch, which is really a huge thing for me. Sure, one batch was burned and hard. And the other batch had it's guts coming out so there was only a cookie shell, but I tried. They were still ok, minus the burned ones. I figured I'd try to learn how to be a traditional housewife. Otherwise I might make a sandwich wrong and get beaten to a bloody pulp.
I'm thinking about getting another tattoo. A strange subject for me to bring up considering I don't usually tell people I already have one. I really just hate the hype about it all. "Hey dude look at the sweet nautical star I'm getting!" HATE IT. For that reason I won't say what I want to get, or where on my body, not even where I want to get it done. And if I do get another one I won't say anything until you notice. That's how I do things.
It's sad that the only thing I have to look forward to is bringing Sonnenberg Subway tomorrow/today on his lunch break. What a life.
Last thing, I swear. I've been thinking more about where I'd like to transfer. My thoughts are NIU. It's cheap kind of. Not to mention apartments are cheap. Sonnenberg wouldn't mind and we already have 2 people who would go with us just to go to school there. I don't know though. I still desperately want to move out. But it has so far been a very slow process.
Love you all.
I stay in a lot. Sonnenberg got a job and I've become so used to going everywere with him that when I can't it just feels so strange. He's been teaching me math. Well, statistics. I hate it. He says teaching me math is like teaching a five year old something. I agree.
MCC. Well, it's MCC. I hate all of my professors this semester. Except for Mike Reagan. He's the man that showed me what I wanted to do for the rest of my life in place of film. Part of me is in love with him. At the end of this semester I want to just plant him one on the face, but I won't because I know that is completely inappropriate. Anyways, I have moved on from film. Thinking about the city and about Columbia brings me down sometimes, but I know if I still want to write I can do it on my own. I just have little motivation.
Hmm...I started learning how to cook. Today I made cookies from scratch, which is really a huge thing for me. Sure, one batch was burned and hard. And the other batch had it's guts coming out so there was only a cookie shell, but I tried. They were still ok, minus the burned ones. I figured I'd try to learn how to be a traditional housewife. Otherwise I might make a sandwich wrong and get beaten to a bloody pulp.
I'm thinking about getting another tattoo. A strange subject for me to bring up considering I don't usually tell people I already have one. I really just hate the hype about it all. "Hey dude look at the sweet nautical star I'm getting!" HATE IT. For that reason I won't say what I want to get, or where on my body, not even where I want to get it done. And if I do get another one I won't say anything until you notice. That's how I do things.
It's sad that the only thing I have to look forward to is bringing Sonnenberg Subway tomorrow/today on his lunch break. What a life.
Last thing, I swear. I've been thinking more about where I'd like to transfer. My thoughts are NIU. It's cheap kind of. Not to mention apartments are cheap. Sonnenberg wouldn't mind and we already have 2 people who would go with us just to go to school there. I don't know though. I still desperately want to move out. But it has so far been a very slow process.
Love you all.