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update to my last entry. i was randomly looking at people's livejournals and somehow i found mike jeung's who's not even on my friend list but i read his latest entry and it was about the posse and how they judge other people and stuff. now i just want to thank the posse and thank mike jeung and i truly mean it cuz if you read the entry below i was feeling all pathetic and stuff. then i responded to mike's journal and i totally though about how people in high school judge others too quickly and close themsleves off. not speaking about any group in particular. it's pretty much the entire student population of Brookfield East. especially a particular group of forensicators. but i'm not gonna talk about that right now so anyways i was thinking about that and came to the conclusion that so what if the people i hang out with the most aren't here? it doesn't matter. it's fun to hang out with different people. example: last night at billy's, ryan buchanan was there. i have never hung out with ryan buchanan in my life! but it was nice talking to him and stuff cuz i never have. he's a really cool guy. conclusion: i shouldn't be so quick to say well i have nobody to hang out with. there are so many random people i could call up and be like hey let's hang out! or even i could spend time at home. i don't even care cuz i am feeling much much better. and i sincerely want to thank mike jeung for without knowing it, causing me to come to this conclusion. i really hope that the if there's posse problems, it works out cuz nothing can replace friends who you are comfortable being you with. if none of that made sense, it's ok. it was kinda a random stream of conciousness. but just for the record...i'm very happy right now and none of this entry is sarcastic in the least. thank you.