wheels in the snow don't go around and around
I will one day be enjoying the sun on a hammock on the beach outside of my ocean side dream house, especially during the last days of February so that I could remember how distant the life was, when, in Michigan I got stuck in the snow with my car 4 times within 2 months of the 6 months of the snowy blizzards in winter I experienced. I will ask myself, "Is this really my house?" And everything I touch and see will be true and definite and I will laugh because I am happy and fulfilled.
I wanted to take this dog out for a good exercise at a park that I never visited before because he needs it so bad and just as I started up the long unplowed driveway, I got stuck right on the hill. tiny tempos just ain't got no power in em.
2 hours I have to wait. Now, my trip to the park can no longer be possible because it will be dark outside by the time I can go. I should take him now but I feel so angry and stressed because of this happening and it just causes me to be reminded of all this other shit I have to deal with like, 1) living where it doesn't ever stop snowing when you want it so badly to end, 2) being unemployed, waiting nervously to get phone calls back from employers I sent resumes to, 3) having a ticket to pay for, 4) being a nanny for a place to live, when i don't find it to be very accomodating and comfortable, 5) living far away from my family who i just want to hug and kiss and eat pasta with, and 6) having no direction in life (a constant).
I want to abuse substances whenever I feel like this. And this I shall do.
I hope that the tow truck driver is cute and by chance has a 6 pack of beer, so that we could drink them, sleep together, and go to a pancake breakfast sometime.
I wanted to take this dog out for a good exercise at a park that I never visited before because he needs it so bad and just as I started up the long unplowed driveway, I got stuck right on the hill. tiny tempos just ain't got no power in em.
2 hours I have to wait. Now, my trip to the park can no longer be possible because it will be dark outside by the time I can go. I should take him now but I feel so angry and stressed because of this happening and it just causes me to be reminded of all this other shit I have to deal with like, 1) living where it doesn't ever stop snowing when you want it so badly to end, 2) being unemployed, waiting nervously to get phone calls back from employers I sent resumes to, 3) having a ticket to pay for, 4) being a nanny for a place to live, when i don't find it to be very accomodating and comfortable, 5) living far away from my family who i just want to hug and kiss and eat pasta with, and 6) having no direction in life (a constant).
I want to abuse substances whenever I feel like this. And this I shall do.
I hope that the tow truck driver is cute and by chance has a 6 pack of beer, so that we could drink them, sleep together, and go to a pancake breakfast sometime.