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I WANT A BABY SO BAD I CAN'T STAND IT.
I have had various ambitions and passions over the years but I have never felt ANYTHING as deeply and as powerfully as this. I feel like my entire purpose in life is to raise a child and I would rather do that than anything I can possibly think of.
I KNOW I am not ready, and that I would be cheating my child by having it now because I'm so not prepared financially/mentally/emotionally but JESUS....
Being a woman of child-bearing age is a really fuckin wild experience.
I have had various ambitions and passions over the years but I have never felt ANYTHING as deeply and as powerfully as this. I feel like my entire purpose in life is to raise a child and I would rather do that than anything I can possibly think of.
I KNOW I am not ready, and that I would be cheating my child by having it now because I'm so not prepared financially/mentally/emotionally but JESUS....
Being a woman of child-bearing age is a really fuckin wild experience.