Begging your pardon for the constant stream of argh, but...
So Mom sent me a somewhat apologetic e-mail about the whole forgetting-to-tell-me-about-my-aunt-and-uncle thing, but I just don't want to be thinking about this right now.
I'm really ticked off. No, there really isn't a good reason - I'm just irritated with my own inability to make progress on this damn essay, and for putting it off this long in the first place (lesson number one: a title does not constitute "progress"), and maybe just a little at Prof. Moro for giving us a week to do it (I know it's more my fault than hers, but still, must direct anger somewhere), and again at myself for wanting to direct my anger like that, and at my parents for forgetting to tell me Really Important Things, and at myself again again for fucking up my summer and not getting a job and for getting absolutely nothing done, not even a fraction of the amount of writing I wanted to, and squandering all that time that I had, and also at my body for doing stupid things like getting injured easily and not healing afterwards.
Mom also said a couple weeks ago when she e-mailed me about putting some more money into my savings account that I shouldn't worry about being ridiculously frugal like I've been doing... I just hate having to use her credit card when I should have at least earned a little over the summer and not squandered what Grandma gave me for taking care of her cat on food and books and dumb things. But I really need to get another pillow. All of last year I woke up with stiff and sore shoulders, except for summer when I slept with two pillows instead of one, and now that I'm back to one, I'm sore and stiff again... don't know where to get one, though. I also want to get some vitamin/iron supplement type things, because I wonder if that's why I've been so tired. I stopped taking them a couple years ago when I started on the pill, because we thought they were giving me heartburn and I didn't want to confuse that with something like actual Bad-Thing-indicating chest pains. But now that I'm off the pill, I figure I don't have to worry about weird hormone-related maladies, and I'm sure that a few extra vitamins will do more good than not, ergo.
Alright, enough with the TMI.
.......but really - how do you forget to tell your daughter that your closest pair of non-nuclear relatives have separated.
Boffer club's been moved back to Friday nights. As in... yeah. Can't go, have RP.
Oh, and re: Ouran 25. What the fuck. No, not in the good way.
I doubt any of you will need to call me, what with the internet and all, but just in case it should come up - I probably won't be answering my room phone for a few days in order to avoid dealing with family. If you really need to get in touch via the phone, leave a message and I'll call back.
I'm really ticked off. No, there really isn't a good reason - I'm just irritated with my own inability to make progress on this damn essay, and for putting it off this long in the first place (lesson number one: a title does not constitute "progress"), and maybe just a little at Prof. Moro for giving us a week to do it (I know it's more my fault than hers, but still, must direct anger somewhere), and again at myself for wanting to direct my anger like that, and at my parents for forgetting to tell me Really Important Things, and at myself again again for fucking up my summer and not getting a job and for getting absolutely nothing done, not even a fraction of the amount of writing I wanted to, and squandering all that time that I had, and also at my body for doing stupid things like getting injured easily and not healing afterwards.
Mom also said a couple weeks ago when she e-mailed me about putting some more money into my savings account that I shouldn't worry about being ridiculously frugal like I've been doing... I just hate having to use her credit card when I should have at least earned a little over the summer and not squandered what Grandma gave me for taking care of her cat on food and books and dumb things. But I really need to get another pillow. All of last year I woke up with stiff and sore shoulders, except for summer when I slept with two pillows instead of one, and now that I'm back to one, I'm sore and stiff again... don't know where to get one, though. I also want to get some vitamin/iron supplement type things, because I wonder if that's why I've been so tired. I stopped taking them a couple years ago when I started on the pill, because we thought they were giving me heartburn and I didn't want to confuse that with something like actual Bad-Thing-indicating chest pains. But now that I'm off the pill, I figure I don't have to worry about weird hormone-related maladies, and I'm sure that a few extra vitamins will do more good than not, ergo.
Alright, enough with the TMI.
.......but really - how do you forget to tell your daughter that your closest pair of non-nuclear relatives have separated.
Boffer club's been moved back to Friday nights. As in... yeah. Can't go, have RP.
Oh, and re: Ouran 25. What the fuck. No, not in the good way.
I doubt any of you will need to call me, what with the internet and all, but just in case it should come up - I probably won't be answering my room phone for a few days in order to avoid dealing with family. If you really need to get in touch via the phone, leave a message and I'll call back.