Sometimes you don't have to necessarily spend alot of time with somebody to have exchanged alot of yourself and taken away parts of them that become a part of your body map. That sort of become written, tattooed on you in some way. And it can't be seen visibly, but it's felt internally ...
All Carbon wants is to disintegrate into nothingness. So its an extremely destructive story. Just as people risked their lives to keep their sacred land, a meltdown is about to happen in her life and a waltz into insanity is on the horizon. She's on this downhill race in her mind and Scarlet has to get to her before she kills herself.
There is a brilliance, though, to Carbon, as there's a brilliance to a diamond. But people chip away and chip away and chip away at this person...because of their brilliance. They wanted her, so they excavated her. So there's not alot left in some ways, but a whole nuther world has been created in other ways for her to survive it.
carbon-made found her at the
End of a chain
"time to race" she said
"race the downhill"
Behind crystalline
irises
loons can dive
where the world
bleeds
white
just keep
your eyes
on her
keep
don't
look
away
keep
your eyes on
her
horizon
Bear Claw
Free Fall
a Gunner's View
black
and
blue
shred
in
ribbons
of
lithium
blow by
blow
Her
Mind
cut
In
Sheets
Layers
Deep
now
unravel
ing
Just
Keep
Your
Eyes
On
Her
Keep
Don't
Look
Away
Keep
Your
Eyes
On
Her
Horizon
Get me Neil on the line
No i can't hold
have him read
'Snow
Glass
Apples"
where
nothing is
what
it
seems
"Little Sis
you must
crack this"
he says to me
"you must
go in again
carbon-made
only
wants
to
be
unmade"
Blade to
ice it's
Double Diamond
time
and keep
your eyes
on her
keep
don't
look away
keep
your eyes on
her eyes
on
her
horizon
on her
eyes
on her
horizon