beer + no food + tired = drunk adge really quickly
time has flown...i can't believe i have been here for 2 months already...it's crazy...it stinks that i have to leave....it will be nice if next year i can move here...then my time with everyone wouldn't be so limited...thats what i hate the most...that i can only spend a little bit of the year with everyone here...so hopefully i can change that next summer...which would be totally awsome....sure i would miss toronto and my friends there...but its no different then me missing everyone here when i go home...so it's time that they got to hang out with me for an endless amount of time... :)
i am having an absolutly fabulous summer...which i always do when i am here...works been pretty good...i feel like i am kinda old to be doing camp councelling...although when i think about it, all my councellors at camp were all old...like mid 20's..so really it;s not that bad..maybe i have just grown out of...but i try to have fun and make the most of it....i really like working with the 3-5 year olds...kinda giving me a taste of what teaching kindergarden would be like...still kinda undecided about whether i want to do that or not...i am thinking of taking my intership at Warner Brothers this year...that way i can see if i can go some event planning to see if thats what i want to with my life...although i don;t know if i will have time....i need to work alot this year, to save up money to move here...i might need to pick up more shifts...plus i need to pay for school...so this is going to be an interesting year....i'm fairly hopefull that things will work out in the end :)...
lately i have not really been acting like myself...or maybe a new part of me is starting to surface...not to say that its a bad me, it's just one i am not used to, and will have to get comfortable with...i've let down some barriers and so now i am dealing with some of the consequences around them....but hey, i am young, and i only live once...well unless i believe in an after life...but haven't given that much thought...hehe..anyway....i don't have many or any regrets, so far, about things i have done...i mean people may see me a little differently now...hopefully for the better...but what ever...people can see me how ever they want to...i just hope they aren't making assumptions about me that could potentially hurt me and my relationship to them....so yeah...think of me what you will, but know that i am happy and i will not judge you...also if you have an assumption and you want it made clear, just ask me..i would rather we talk about it, then you think otherwise of me....so yeah..all i gotta say....not that i think anyone is, but if they are, well poo on you...
and things with Dan..yeah, no...there is nothing there...we are just two people on our way to a friendship...realized this while he was gone...no emotional attachment to him beyond us being friends...which is wonderful..cuz i made a new awsome friend :)
well i hope things are going well for everyone else..if not, know that blue skies are ahead and there are people who love you and are there for you when you need them...i know that when i am feeling down, talking to friends or just hanging out always helps....so if anyone needs me, i am here for you always...hugs are also a great thing...big big big hugs to everyone...
i am having an absolutly fabulous summer...which i always do when i am here...works been pretty good...i feel like i am kinda old to be doing camp councelling...although when i think about it, all my councellors at camp were all old...like mid 20's..so really it;s not that bad..maybe i have just grown out of...but i try to have fun and make the most of it....i really like working with the 3-5 year olds...kinda giving me a taste of what teaching kindergarden would be like...still kinda undecided about whether i want to do that or not...i am thinking of taking my intership at Warner Brothers this year...that way i can see if i can go some event planning to see if thats what i want to with my life...although i don;t know if i will have time....i need to work alot this year, to save up money to move here...i might need to pick up more shifts...plus i need to pay for school...so this is going to be an interesting year....i'm fairly hopefull that things will work out in the end :)...
lately i have not really been acting like myself...or maybe a new part of me is starting to surface...not to say that its a bad me, it's just one i am not used to, and will have to get comfortable with...i've let down some barriers and so now i am dealing with some of the consequences around them....but hey, i am young, and i only live once...well unless i believe in an after life...but haven't given that much thought...hehe..anyway....i don't have many or any regrets, so far, about things i have done...i mean people may see me a little differently now...hopefully for the better...but what ever...people can see me how ever they want to...i just hope they aren't making assumptions about me that could potentially hurt me and my relationship to them....so yeah...think of me what you will, but know that i am happy and i will not judge you...also if you have an assumption and you want it made clear, just ask me..i would rather we talk about it, then you think otherwise of me....so yeah..all i gotta say....not that i think anyone is, but if they are, well poo on you...
and things with Dan..yeah, no...there is nothing there...we are just two people on our way to a friendship...realized this while he was gone...no emotional attachment to him beyond us being friends...which is wonderful..cuz i made a new awsome friend :)
well i hope things are going well for everyone else..if not, know that blue skies are ahead and there are people who love you and are there for you when you need them...i know that when i am feeling down, talking to friends or just hanging out always helps....so if anyone needs me, i am here for you always...hugs are also a great thing...big big big hugs to everyone...