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Woah..
I have not been on this journal or even thought about it in a few years it seems. A lot has changed ,obviously, over the past few years. I'm in college now I actually graduate in about a year with my MA license and phlebotomy :]. I am 20 weeks pregnant with Jon Colley's baby he is more than just baby daddy he is my love <3. I must say it is blessing I am pregnant ..kinda of course I would have liked for it to be later, but you know sometimes things are put into your life to straighten you out.
So do you know how ironic and funny it is to me to read old post about me ranting how druggies and drunks are pathetic? How stupid it is to go out and party every night. There is a saying " you become what you hate" well no shit. If my highschool self saw my recently old self I would have died. However, I don't regret much I had GOOD ASS times I mean I'm still friends with all my druggie friends. Now my druggie friends other than the ones not closest to me have actually took a leave of absence from everything for the most part. Now when I say druggie I don't mean just weed actually to me weed isn't a drug at all thats the biggest load of crap the government/schools has been feeding us. I'm talking pills,coke, alcohol BUT I never fucking touched anything else I am actually proud to say. But you have no idea how hard coke and pills are to get off of, if I hadn't have become pregnant I would be in a hole looking up at a pin hole. But I have a beautiful girl [HOPEFULLY] on the way :}
I want my little girl here so bad :( I want to hold her and cuddle :] Emma Hayden Colley I can't wait to see you!
anyways my a.d.d is kicking in and im getting bored with this..maybe more later.
I have not been on this journal or even thought about it in a few years it seems. A lot has changed ,obviously, over the past few years. I'm in college now I actually graduate in about a year with my MA license and phlebotomy :]. I am 20 weeks pregnant with Jon Colley's baby he is more than just baby daddy he is my love <3. I must say it is blessing I am pregnant ..kinda of course I would have liked for it to be later, but you know sometimes things are put into your life to straighten you out.
So do you know how ironic and funny it is to me to read old post about me ranting how druggies and drunks are pathetic? How stupid it is to go out and party every night. There is a saying " you become what you hate" well no shit. If my highschool self saw my recently old self I would have died. However, I don't regret much I had GOOD ASS times I mean I'm still friends with all my druggie friends. Now my druggie friends other than the ones not closest to me have actually took a leave of absence from everything for the most part. Now when I say druggie I don't mean just weed actually to me weed isn't a drug at all thats the biggest load of crap the government/schools has been feeding us. I'm talking pills,coke, alcohol BUT I never fucking touched anything else I am actually proud to say. But you have no idea how hard coke and pills are to get off of, if I hadn't have become pregnant I would be in a hole looking up at a pin hole. But I have a beautiful girl [HOPEFULLY] on the way :}
I want my little girl here so bad :( I want to hold her and cuddle :] Emma Hayden Colley I can't wait to see you!
anyways my a.d.d is kicking in and im getting bored with this..maybe more later.