tonight was horrible
so ive been bawling from 9 till now and ive come to the conclusion. that today was the worst and best day ever.
i got into a horrible fight with mitch, he's still pretty upset with me even though he's putting on a front about it.
i just want to go home. im so tired of trying to be happy down here but its just not possible.
im going to have the worst birthday ever and its my 18th. im not getting any of my gifts on time. my mom hasnt even gotten me anything yet. and all i want is to go home....thats all. oh and my other wish is for mitch to come down for spring break but today i was told by her that thats prolly not happening too.
the tears wont stop. i really thought that things would get better after christmas. but theyve gotten harder. sooo soo much harder.
i love him and i dont want to lose him. i miss them and i want to go home.
i hate it here.
oh why cant i be happy?
im gonna try and stop the tears, kristin
i got into a horrible fight with mitch, he's still pretty upset with me even though he's putting on a front about it.
i just want to go home. im so tired of trying to be happy down here but its just not possible.
im going to have the worst birthday ever and its my 18th. im not getting any of my gifts on time. my mom hasnt even gotten me anything yet. and all i want is to go home....thats all. oh and my other wish is for mitch to come down for spring break but today i was told by her that thats prolly not happening too.
the tears wont stop. i really thought that things would get better after christmas. but theyve gotten harder. sooo soo much harder.
i love him and i dont want to lose him. i miss them and i want to go home.
i hate it here.
oh why cant i be happy?
im gonna try and stop the tears, kristin