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Okay, before I was question the whole honors program thing, but now I'm just question the whole college thing. I miss class ALL THE TIME. I feel like such a failure. I don't know what's wrong with me. What is my malfunction that I can't seem to get my stupid self out of bed and go to class? Why am I not more motivated? Am I holding back because I still struggling over this whole journalism or theatre major question? I get the feeling that may be it, because I certainly haven't made up my mind. I don't know what I really want, but those who know me best always push me towards journalism. I'm week to that idea because they know and I know I never have enough money for the things I need, and it seems to run in the family. I've bought maybe two books for classes this semester. I couldn't afford them. How am I supposed to be prepared? And it's my fault. I never manage my money well. So let's review:
1. Doesn't go to class.
2. Can't choose a major.
3. Manages money porrly.
4. Doesn't know how to stay in the honors program.
I didn't mention that last one yet. With all this class-missing, I may have no choice but to leave the honors program. I'm already on probation. I have to pull it about a 3.5 by the end of this semester or, if I have the rules right, I'm out. I also have not been to chapel once this year so far. So that will be a second form of probation I'll be on if that doesn't change. I missed swim practice again this morning because it's the only day off Ive had from rehearsal this week so I wanted to sleep in, but then I slept through Acting II. The only thing I haven't missed at all has been the musical revue. Does that tell me something? I need some clarity. I want to talk to a professor that can maybe help. Maybe I'll go visit Dr. Stan.
Boy, I'm a winner.
1. Doesn't go to class.
2. Can't choose a major.
3. Manages money porrly.
4. Doesn't know how to stay in the honors program.
I didn't mention that last one yet. With all this class-missing, I may have no choice but to leave the honors program. I'm already on probation. I have to pull it about a 3.5 by the end of this semester or, if I have the rules right, I'm out. I also have not been to chapel once this year so far. So that will be a second form of probation I'll be on if that doesn't change. I missed swim practice again this morning because it's the only day off Ive had from rehearsal this week so I wanted to sleep in, but then I slept through Acting II. The only thing I haven't missed at all has been the musical revue. Does that tell me something? I need some clarity. I want to talk to a professor that can maybe help. Maybe I'll go visit Dr. Stan.
Boy, I'm a winner.