I need more hours in the day and days in the week
Well, life has becomce as busy as possible, just as I expected. I'm in the midst of rehearsals for DDD and my senior concert- 12 a week altogether- and of course class and work, oh, and the boy. I'm really getting into the center of my senior concert, I've been realizing how little time I really have to construct upwards of 30 costumes and 4 evening gowns of my own design which I also have to pattern. ANd all that while rehearsing nine pieces, four of which are completely new works, and preparing for DDD, and going to and staying on top of classes.
Things with Nick are going pretty well. I did almost completely screw things up two weeks ago, but in the end we ended up talking about some stuff we really needed to and things are good now. I went to Tamarack to see him last weekend, which was a blast until one of our buddies got a DUI-opps. And now it sounds like he is coming up next week for a couple of days, conviently over valentines day-which is also his birthday-yay! and due to the DUI, I will be going back down next weekend-yay again! The only thing is, I've come to the realization that I really am worried that he'll do something to end things again, and I worry, because I'm not really sure I could take all that a second time, and I sometimes wonder if I'm more invested in this than he is, does he feel for me what I feel for him. But look forward, days are bright and looking good.
Things with Nick are going pretty well. I did almost completely screw things up two weeks ago, but in the end we ended up talking about some stuff we really needed to and things are good now. I went to Tamarack to see him last weekend, which was a blast until one of our buddies got a DUI-opps. And now it sounds like he is coming up next week for a couple of days, conviently over valentines day-which is also his birthday-yay! and due to the DUI, I will be going back down next weekend-yay again! The only thing is, I've come to the realization that I really am worried that he'll do something to end things again, and I worry, because I'm not really sure I could take all that a second time, and I sometimes wonder if I'm more invested in this than he is, does he feel for me what I feel for him. But look forward, days are bright and looking good.