There's a present under the tree?

[pawteegal]

Much has been weighing in heart since the beginning of Yumemiru Musical Paradise project. Despite the good success, it was full of tears of sadness.

I was passed along this video tonight: http://jp.youtube.com/watch?v=G4Ntf-BpwL4While there are still much heaviness in my heart, my tears tonight are not of sadness

Comments

[kuramew]

Leadership is a lonely path paved with treachery.

Lynda, I am extremely ashamed to read this. So much -- that I am actually taking my precious free time to respond. Usually, I would turn a blind eye, but sometimes I wonder if you are purposely giving people the wrong idea about your so-called Oneesan 'team.' If anything, I don't think we should be the ones to sit quietly while you continue to make 'hints' on your journal and through other means that we somehow screwed up and you are the victim of it all.

How dare you infer that the very people -- Oneesan -- who helped you put together the event are treacherous

Part1

[pawteegal]

Lauren, I don't think it's fair for you to lash out at me like this. Not without verifying your facts. Since you're not aware of the intricacies nor seem want to know about them. I'm not sure if it makes any difference for me to itemize according to your list. One thing appear to be sure is that you have already made bias judgements against me for whatever reasons.

How dare you infer that the very people -- Oneesan -- who helped you put together the event are treacherous.

This was not a statement regarding to the entire group, if you have interpreted as such. I am sorry. But this is the nature of "the job". From the ousting of SPJA CEO in 2002, Jen Pon regime from 03~06, the birth of AOD in 05 due to the T.M.Revvolution situation in 04, to our separation from PMX in 2008. The point is, I am sure most everyone had rolled up their sleeves, and really push hard to made everything came together. However we are not immune from having our own problems as other volunteered based organizations have had throughout history.

Part2

[pawteegal]

"Why did Lynda come early to the event when she had told everyone she was coming a day later? Is she trying to control what Angelic Pretty does? Who cares! Let them spend time with Liz; it's their choice! Just CHILL!"In my 6 years of large scale event planning starting from AX02, it has always been traditional for management to arrive at least a day or two ahead of schedule to oversee any loose ends, and to receive the guests. Last minute changes do happens, and it is always a fact of life when it comes down to something this large in scale. Liz's involvement was not something that was coordinated at all, and I have nothing to do with that. Do not blame me for something that I am completely unaware of. Even with my arriving early, we BARELY had enough time to get all the equipment together, and had to make trips at all hours. For example the audio system and engineers did not just materialize out of thin air like that, and it was not something that was so easily obtained from one source, and we testing of the equipment were not

Part3

[pawteegal]

"You couldn't get basic information across to Sumire? Why didn't you just give Koni a chance to try? Better than being so unprepared when they arrived."Because Koni has not been reliable, and communication with KS was already taken care of. So Im not sure what you mean by this statement of not being able to get basic information crossed to KS

part4

[pawteegal]

"Yes, life sucks. We all knew about your employment situation. But why do you keep trying to rub it in our faces? It's not like we could do something to solve it at the event. If anyone, that's something only YOU have the means to influence."

Since when have I posted anything on my journal regarding such? Sure It was made public at the end of the event, and I might have grumbled about it initial over IM. I do think about it day and night, for the simple reason for worrying about a roof over my head, and a warm meal next day, but I don't discuss about it. But making such an statement about someone's livelihood is not very tactful, and it is not a subject I want to talk about.

"Why is Lynda not acting like our leader and making the necessary decisions and letting us flounder around? Our leader should be concerned with leading, whether that means being your best friend or not."Do tell me exactly what your definition of "leading" is. Perhaps you can lend a better example? Decisions were always made in timely and swift manner,

Responds has been broken up into parts due to LJ message length limitations

[pawteegal]

Responds has been broken up into parts due to LJ message length limitations.