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I said "..and then we never see eachother again." It was because we were fine.
and I knew something would go wrong if.....if it was fine.
In a light hearted joke, my chest tightened because I knew it was the only way.
I don't want to remember it this way.
The last time, years ago, I didn't walk in the door because I wanted things to be left the way they were.
You thought I was with him.
I was standing on your sidewalk frozen, staring up at the window. before I went back home.
you thought I didn't come.
you have to find an ridicules solution.