Sep 25, 2010 07:03
I'm feeling so small again.
I hate it.
I've noticed, all my friends say the same about me. I was talking again to Carlos and he asked me what did I think about him before meeting him. (He used different clothes, hanged out with people that are not my group and had a different perspective on life) I told me I was sure he was a waste of space and an ignorant. And he's not. I guess, he didn't talk much, but he hanged out with the people I hate listening to, so I obviously thought he was brain dead. And he's actually a literature lover, multi-talented, funny guy with an beautiful mind. I love finding out who people are.
So he told me what he thought about me. He told me, they all believed I was this problematic girl with a hard shell. That I was too much of a realist and he didn't like the way I was always saying what I thought out loud, without caring what people think. I didn't even know, but my friends also say the same. That I don't worry about things, that I talk loudly and I say everything I want to.
I don't know how I feel about this, I didn't even know I did, I've always felt like I've never said too much about what I think. Weird hoe everyone seems to have that impression when in reality, it's not so true.
I've started watching La Corda D'Oro and wow, pretty.
complicated,
friends,
college