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[paulplusart]

so this is the first non poetry entry in a while and since im pretty sure that im the only one who reads this i think ill just write down my current situation on paper or virtual paper i guess. ok here goes.... so my mom had her 12 and 13 surgery today and made it through fine but she's gonna be in the hospital overnight i felt really bad last night cause i was mad and was venting to her and said that i sit in my room and wish it looked different well i guess she's kinda sensitive about the house and the lack of money to fix it up so she started crying i felt terrible... my dad is fine he's been pretty stressed though with all the stuff with mom and church and track but he would never admit anything other than complete happiness... my sister has officially returned from her honeymoon in the bahamas and has also moved out for good i miss her more than anything even though she still lives only 3 miles away... my brother is in Memphis at the moment or something like that pretending to be a rock star which im sure to spite all of us he will become and have more money than God... ok me (wow i sound concieted but this is my lj) ok me... i decided to give softball another shot this is the same game i got cut from in 8th grade but wutev all my friends play and it seems fun so why not plus it will keep me occupied i also decided not to tell my dad he's so busy he wont notice so i think ill keep my softball on the dl ... boys: i know who i like even though he has a girlfriend well i cant help who i like... friends: after a brief problem area kristi, lindsay, and i are all back on excellent terms YAY... church: stupid tyler likes me so i spend most sundays trying to avoid him and talk to robbie who i swear if i dont marry tadd i will totally marry robbie we are sooooooo crazily similar... school: im way behind in all my classes especially math but i think i finally got everything straightened out i can only pray about this i just need to make honors and i wont get my ass kicked to next week...
SUMMARY: boy: i wish i could tell you. friend: lindsay. soul mate: darrell (i know he's married but if he was 16 yeah we'd be together for sure lol prayer answered: mom and lexxi prayer yet to be answered: my math, my license, my making out addiction