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lol i just realized that if anyone read this they would totally think that im like majorly suicidal so just to clearify im not
~what happens when no one catches you...
Ive been thrown around, tossed, whipped, strewn. and now im coming back down to earth the ride was fun lots of twists and turns ups and downs and at first my heart was full of all the hope in the world of love and lust and possibilities the ride was great and i took people along with me giving them the play by play but now its over the rides done and i have no where to go but down. down to earth down past that to hell down past that to whatever that abismal state is that exceeds all explination im there and im still falling and whats worse is now at the one thing i love most about my world i can watch as these star crossed lovers live their conjoined lives before me and all i cna do is stare longingly through the glass as life goes on without me as the world my world floats by and who cares? who misses me what happens to me when no one is there to catch me when no one can break my fall when all i can do is think of death and relief?~
~what happens when no one catches you...
Ive been thrown around, tossed, whipped, strewn. and now im coming back down to earth the ride was fun lots of twists and turns ups and downs and at first my heart was full of all the hope in the world of love and lust and possibilities the ride was great and i took people along with me giving them the play by play but now its over the rides done and i have no where to go but down. down to earth down past that to hell down past that to whatever that abismal state is that exceeds all explination im there and im still falling and whats worse is now at the one thing i love most about my world i can watch as these star crossed lovers live their conjoined lives before me and all i cna do is stare longingly through the glass as life goes on without me as the world my world floats by and who cares? who misses me what happens to me when no one is there to catch me when no one can break my fall when all i can do is think of death and relief?~