Success
Grad school feels like this constant process of evolution. Molting this old skin, bursting that bubble, finding myself pitted against myself only to burst the dams suddenly. Every day feels like a life-changing day.
Earlier this evening I was at a point of hating who I was. Then I went and had dinner with some friends. Now I feel like I am exactly who I want to be.
What's strange is that I don't feel like this is just a change of mood. It's as if in the course of a day I learned enough to condemn myself and then learned a way out of the problem, because everyone I talk to during a day is one some kind of life quest and we're all negotiating it together.
Life is great.
Earlier this evening I was at a point of hating who I was. Then I went and had dinner with some friends. Now I feel like I am exactly who I want to be.
What's strange is that I don't feel like this is just a change of mood. It's as if in the course of a day I learned enough to condemn myself and then learned a way out of the problem, because everyone I talk to during a day is one some kind of life quest and we're all negotiating it together.
Life is great.