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I'm really happey that me and Rachel are gonn start talking again and basically be the friends we were last year. I missed her a lot last semester even though she lives juts upstairs. She was a big part of my life here last year and I still want her to be cuz she really is great in every way, shes easy to talk to and fun to talk to along with just being sympathetic and smart and everything good, I love her! She deserves so much for things to work out and just go the way she wants them too...and more than anything else she deserves to be happy!! I just hope I can help with that in some way.
I hope Echo is ok, she really didn't wanna talk to me tonight and I'm sure it wasn't something I did but I just worry about her cuz shes kinda important to me, ok a lot more than kinda. Shes knows that too so I don't need to worry about it being a problem between us. And thats great because probably a few months ago I would have freaked out and probably would have gotten depressed and said somthing stupid to her...but I know she loves me andI'm glad I can get over stuff now, that shows improvement in my state of mind, despite the stupidity of what i tried to do to myself a couple weeks ago.
I hope Echo is ok, she really didn't wanna talk to me tonight and I'm sure it wasn't something I did but I just worry about her cuz shes kinda important to me, ok a lot more than kinda. Shes knows that too so I don't need to worry about it being a problem between us. And thats great because probably a few months ago I would have freaked out and probably would have gotten depressed and said somthing stupid to her...but I know she loves me andI'm glad I can get over stuff now, that shows improvement in my state of mind, despite the stupidity of what i tried to do to myself a couple weeks ago.