Dec 20, 2004 01:31
So tonight I'm happy and from now on I plan to always be that way because its just so much easier and feels so much better. So I'll still update but hopefully they won't be depressing, I mean some things are gonna go bad but I'll live with them and try to not let them affect me like i have been for the past year. Depression has gotten me nowhere in the past year in life or with girls or family or anything, so it won't be my lifestyle anymore!!
Ok so work sucks as usual but at least i be gettin paid, thats the important part haha...I'm all about the bling bling u know. My ass hurts i've been sittin in this chair for way too long.
Ok positive note for the evening and for like the month so far...I got to see and spend some time with Rachel, shes so great. i forgot how funny she was, and of course her incredible cuteness *wink* *wink* But yea its been so long we've actually hung out, like over a year that it was honestly just great and made me so happy even though it was such a short time. I hope she enjoyed seeing me too!!