"I've Fallen From Grace Too Many Times.."

[patriotskinhead]

When I woke up this afternoon, I hoped yesterday was one huge dream. It wasn't and it kills me. I talked to Eryin and Caitlin over the phone. They both made me feel a little better while on the phone with them. I can't shake this feeling of self worthlessness. I still blame and hate myself. I wanted something to make me happy, but that was taken

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[bigger_boss]

If you need a man`es man talk I would be happy too,I dont know if I can comfort you in any way but I really hope I can My mail addy is skangster1965@msn.com

I so your post yesterday too,I m really soory about all of this,your in my heart and in my prayers man like Gaybrielle said,I dident know wot to say to you then,but after giving it more thought I still dont know,but the gods will be with you..
A broken egde is a sign of strenge couse you show your weakness witch aint a weakness but your heart bleeding,

[bigger_boss]

My mother and father lost their first born just before I was born,and I know it still hounts them today and they love her just as much and they were there for each other and they still are.
But you have to be there for Nett,you need each other more than ever.You shouldent run away from it but face the sorrow,my father dident do that and he had no love for me to show for becouse he could never let his feelings let go,he got it all buildt up inside of him,instead of talking about it he just looks it up,he is not allowed to drink buy my mother couse when he does he get so angry with him self,I dont want you to do the same misstake,I think Gaybrielles Ide of getting a tattoo is a good way of showing your feelings and the expression of your hart..drinking your self out of it would be like deniing it ever happend,if you wanna call us to night or any night for that matter let us know and we can change phone numbers,you are still a great father,fathers of angels have a special place in the gods hearts.

[patriotskinhead]

I'm sorry to hear about your mother and father and your sister. I know I do have to deal with it because I don't want my children later to get any bitterness I have as a result of this. The tattoo idea is a good one indeed. I'll email you later on today with my number and you guys can give me yours.

[patriotskinhead]

I tried a couple of times to go guys about it, but it's just normally weird to me. Most of them are younger and don't understand fatherhood in the slightest. I thank you for offering your support to me, it really means a lot. You wouldn't happen to have AIM would you?

[bigger_boss]

I have AIM now its aceskinhead.

I will prolly be online some time to night,,:)..our nuber is 508 7787120..:)

[patriotskinhead]

I added you to my list. I'll be on either OldGloryLoyalist or BullyBoyOutlaw. I'll get your number down in my notebook once I find my notebook and pen. My number is 405-741-7906.