were so much more.
no its fine, and you do need to talk about some things i just wish you didnt make it so public, it wouldve been better...i still like for you to tak to me about these things just no so open so my other friends/aquantences (most of them are that) see that and are like wow they talk behind my back becaseu things do get misinterpreted, i think we both didnt misinterpret them but had our own veiws asbout it. i love you..
and your right you shouldnt be sad over this, were best friends still. i love you. i just need control my opinion when i get mad more and talk to you about it instead of be a cunt which i do...have fun at the beach.
please dont fuck 'em as if that is talking about me, if you steve actually do like me then saying that now doesnt show much care...
its all up to you two...even though it should be up to your selves.
please dont be mad and not care for me or loose what the friendship that we have/had because of something dumb.
we all have our own views and experiences, we all have been through different things and that makes us react a certain way in which we know how to help and give care that kind of problem in our way of learned solutions.
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i love you both. i know im a bipolar cunt...i just got upset and dont need to hold things in i need to tell you when something is bothering me..i have a hard time doing that..but i know that if you both will be my friend still then i can promise that i will talk to you guys on a more serious level on things like this.
im running my words on empty. i have not much more to say...and i hope its not going to be just a wasted effort. dont be so confident in your descision just yet if you are going to "fuck me". because steve doesnt know how far and how deep we go back.
member watching party monster sharing drugs, smoking inscense, me holding you crying, you making my depression lifted off my shoulders, sharing our music, having long overnight indepth talks about opinions and life, sharing our knowledge, busting of scene kids, making fun of ppl that came over or ppl weve been with, playing games, wallieworld, making "girl cheese", watching you play games, talking about poetry journal entree etc we wrote and reflected with echother, knowing eachothers past and still not being afraid and not too judgemental, because its past. please the only thing i dont want to be past and stay past, is our friendship.
and now weve got more memories since i got out, and im hoping there will be more...
we both just had different ideas/veiws/ whatever it was, im putting mine aside because your more than me standing my view. your a friend.
i love you.