this time im going to let it all come out

Mar 31, 2008 19:12

 you think your special...you do. thats very uncanny way to look at our relationship, (relationshit). thats actually a very bad way of looking at it. i know you think i only would take you back because i was so in love with you...but honestly..it wasnt that. any obese, hairy, horny, scummy, white trash piece of human being would have been suitable. i wasnt in love with you, i was in love in the infection that you crossed into me. you drewled bacteria all over me, you got me so good. well thats what you can think. because i think the complete opposite..and i wish i couldve shown you, that the whole time; it was all about me...i just fake everything so good. your a horrible person, and i guess i am too. that and our music is the only thing that didnt clash about us. you were a fat-ass, unmotivated, mother-fucking; drunk that cared about his dick in an ass..oh and the random spooning to make yourself feel like there was something there, when you couldnt get anything better. and i love that i have such a good feeling thats all you'll ever get. dont think your actually special.

hmmmmm...... lets be straight up shall we?

your look is so unappealing.
your not chubby; your over obese. and not even that, your ugly. you can loose weight.
your not cute. your a fake chink, with a 5 o'clock shadow, rugged as all hell, and a dead log.
our fights were not about anything important. oh, thats because they were almost always about you.
and i have always known the things that you were so turned off by...thats why i did them.
thunder thighs. also i dont know how you could fuck me, since im  bigger than you; and i look like im a 12 year old.
too bad your mother didnt think of an abortion. and if she didnt have the gutts to, i would go to her with a metal clotheshanger and abort you myself.
i need to keep in contact with you and your family. i want to know where to piss on your grave.
i feel you are gay because you love to fuck any hole, and need to suck something when your not eating something.
your the best insignificant other, ever.
You have an inferiority complex, and it isn't a particularly good one. im not too dumb now huh..
your the worst thing to happen to me. and the worst thing to happen for the others in the future.

mhm. thats slightly better.

and with even more honesty and truth....if i had the chance to go back with you, i would. and i would let you fuck me that night. and then i would get your pants down, lift your fucking fat legs higher from the floor and fuck your ass so hard you'd bleed. i know you'd hate it. you hate anything remotely even close to your ass...and then i could pull out cum and punch you in the face. then kick you out of the house we were at (or walk out on you) and never ever contact or call you. i would be able to sleep better at night, most deffinately. your worse than cancer, and better than a life unvalued.

just one more time, and you'd never think about fucking with me again. and in the future im doing things my way...
everything will be all me, again. i cant wait for the future. my plans are as permanant are ink. ive had enough of you fucking me up, and now im pissed. i cant wait to give closure to your shit.
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