Mar 24, 2008 18:02
you dont understand. you cant agree with what i'd have to say..that would make you sick too. id leak infected affection all over you. and all the roads that lead me to your heart, are being torn back into the dark...and there's now no reason to change my mind. my hands are tied behind my back, and my neck is bruised. my heart falls faster away from my ribcage...but i dont even have the ability to catch it myself. id rather see you walk away from me, than try your best...and get alll cut up in the mouth from the words i'll cram through your cheeks. you embrace a nector that spores combining with the oxygen the rest of the earth, who steal it from you. holding on, but there seems to be nothing to gain, nor is the luck on the sides...
this is the impact of the car accident i have become, and i know only bleed clots to stop from a complete mess. forward is the the future that wont include us two, and thats completely fine today. but tomarrow ill be melting in my flesh to be full again. wear me in, wear me out. grow dark around the womb that is surrounding me in my own contamination. eat me out. but slow on contact...as long as your content with bacteria and septicity. ill hurt you. ill make your organs and eyes cry blood. ill kiss your lips to poison your innoncence. rape you of all of your life, and perish every word that will come out of you. ill eat out all of your lifesource and breathe you in, just to stab you again.
i need to see you hurt. i need to feel you bleed. i need to inflict my pain onto you...because i need almost everyone involved with me, a trainwreck too. i need you to turn pitch black and cough up the embombing fluid you now have inside...im only going to make it worse. ill make you die. step away from me, while you can...dont let me suck you in.
ill change your mind. ill reform what you are, and make you into a machine. leave me alone, and dont let anyone get close to me. ill just spoil them too. so let me die, alone. i cant let you in. you'd grow sick from whats on the inside.
let the oceans seperate and distance you from me. you will die anyway. just dont surrender yourself to me, ill do nothing but hurt you. ill make you scream out your larynx and face the thoughts inside your mind. im not what you thought. dont get close to me, you need to change your mind. let the mud sit, and dry itself out. you need to be in control and emit the discharge in time. otherwise ill just come and pick your scabs away, and slowly reattach your psyche from you. i am unable to stop this... i dont know you, i really dont. and as soon as i do...you'll be changed anyway. you wont understand, but everything is true. ill only be the plague that goes to your head, changing everything about who you are. you can "fall in love" with me all you want...but thats not what i am here for..
im hear to corrupt you. so stop this instant, your getting wrong vibes...your going to be far past lost soon. i will eat your brain into holes. im worse than a substance to be addicted to..you see...after you start with me youll never come back. you'll be better off dead.