Good News
I am on spring break. I fully intend to do whatever the hell I want and take no shit from anyone.
In general I feel happier and lighter that before. I've adopted new philosophies on my life and how I should run it. I fear this is weaken the connection with those that have still not seen themselves for who they truly are. If you feel you are one of these many walking dead...I promise you...I still love you. I still believe in you. I am still here.
I may get frustrated time to time with the limitations of being human, on earth, gravity, and ignorance...But I have accepted there are things I can not change. So I must release those self inflicted burdens to make room for more personal growth.
For years now I have struggled to find what makes me happy. I now have the freedom and almost every resource I desire to accomplish this. To just accept that I am me and I should get used to it...was scary 48 hours ago. But thru some trials of the heart I have come thru the blaze stronger and more brilliant than before. I now know the secrets I have kept hidden from myself for so long. I have dug thru the depths of despair and quiet suffering. I wish to tell the world...That they need only to Love themselves. The magic that is created when one truly believes and trusts in oneself is emmence. Once you have built back the trust and faith within yourself you realize that this world is temporary and so is everyone in it. So that boyfriend/girlfriend you think you need to mirror your own ego...forget it. Relationships are possible bc ppl learn from one another...that's it.
No one else but you can make you happy...and it's as simple as telling yourself the truth and then realizing...it's your life, do what you want.
Freedom from the internal persecution is right at your finger tips. You are beautiful, you are wonderful, you are a complete miracle...Realize, accept and then move forward to tell others of your good news.
In general I feel happier and lighter that before. I've adopted new philosophies on my life and how I should run it. I fear this is weaken the connection with those that have still not seen themselves for who they truly are. If you feel you are one of these many walking dead...I promise you...I still love you. I still believe in you. I am still here.
I may get frustrated time to time with the limitations of being human, on earth, gravity, and ignorance...But I have accepted there are things I can not change. So I must release those self inflicted burdens to make room for more personal growth.
For years now I have struggled to find what makes me happy. I now have the freedom and almost every resource I desire to accomplish this. To just accept that I am me and I should get used to it...was scary 48 hours ago. But thru some trials of the heart I have come thru the blaze stronger and more brilliant than before. I now know the secrets I have kept hidden from myself for so long. I have dug thru the depths of despair and quiet suffering. I wish to tell the world...That they need only to Love themselves. The magic that is created when one truly believes and trusts in oneself is emmence. Once you have built back the trust and faith within yourself you realize that this world is temporary and so is everyone in it. So that boyfriend/girlfriend you think you need to mirror your own ego...forget it. Relationships are possible bc ppl learn from one another...that's it.
No one else but you can make you happy...and it's as simple as telling yourself the truth and then realizing...it's your life, do what you want.
Freedom from the internal persecution is right at your finger tips. You are beautiful, you are wonderful, you are a complete miracle...Realize, accept and then move forward to tell others of your good news.