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Nothing seems real anymore. Ever since I got sick it's like the line btwn reality and fantasy is completely blurred. I wouldn't be the least bit surprised if I woke up tomorrow and everyone spoke a different language, or if I woke up in a hospital bed with a completely different family than I assume to be mine currently there...telling me I've been in a coma for several months. I may not even look the way I think I look...I know I don't sound the way I think I sound. It's confusing.
I swore I had a handle on all this, and I know I asked for a fast forward button but everything seems to be happening at breakneck speeds.
More often now I am seeing aura's. Most people's are a whiteish color, you havta look really close to see the colors in low energy people. It's like when I watch my psych teacher as he walks in front of the class...this whiteish blue electric glow outlines him and kind of "drags" behind him. it happens with other ppl...but I notice it alot with him.
I rediscovered the miracle of Cris. Lately I've just been completely taken back by him. I am still wondering what he's even doing with me. BUt yet day in, day out he's there for me. He is my best friend and I'd bet on him 1,000,000,000 to 1. It's like I stop and realize that we have a real relationship...and it's healthy, working, and growing. Then I am completely stunned at how perfect all of this really is and how lucky I am to have someone like him in my life at this time. So Universe...Thanks for Cris, He's the best present you've ever sent me.
I swore I had a handle on all this, and I know I asked for a fast forward button but everything seems to be happening at breakneck speeds.
More often now I am seeing aura's. Most people's are a whiteish color, you havta look really close to see the colors in low energy people. It's like when I watch my psych teacher as he walks in front of the class...this whiteish blue electric glow outlines him and kind of "drags" behind him. it happens with other ppl...but I notice it alot with him.
I rediscovered the miracle of Cris. Lately I've just been completely taken back by him. I am still wondering what he's even doing with me. BUt yet day in, day out he's there for me. He is my best friend and I'd bet on him 1,000,000,000 to 1. It's like I stop and realize that we have a real relationship...and it's healthy, working, and growing. Then I am completely stunned at how perfect all of this really is and how lucky I am to have someone like him in my life at this time. So Universe...Thanks for Cris, He's the best present you've ever sent me.