Mar 30, 2004 20:32
Just thought I would write again. I am not sure why. I just feel like I have a lot to say and no one to listen, but yet again I don't really have anything to say.
My parents are always bitching about how they don't have enough money to make ends meet, and every night my mom is worrying about making the bills, but yet again they spent money on the stupidest things, things that they don't need. I know that in life you have to have some happiness and that they should be able to buy and do what they want because they work for their money, but yet again when they are moaning cuz they don't have enough it doesn't make sense to go out and spend more and more.
Ughhhh I just don't know. It seems like lately nothing has been going right around this house. I can't wait until something happens and I get work and finally move out.
Tonight it seems like everything they can blame on me they are doing. They think I should just know shit, like I am a fortune teller. Well believe you me if I were I would pick the lotto numbers and be outta here. Yeah I think I have some special knowledge of things, but I think they are things of the past. Things that have happened life times ago that I remember piece by piece. I wonder if I will ever see the whole picture.
I am not making much sense tonight, but I felt like I just wanted to come here and type. Well, I hope next time I write I will have something pleasant to say. Good night all.
~*Stepping into the shadows, leaving footprints in the frost*~
~Patience~