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I'm out, I'm empty.
Well thats not true
I'm cool, I'm giggity
Well toned down a little
I wanna say I'm groovy
Closer.
I wanna say no pain.
Nah
I'd like to say I feel nothing.
But there's still Blaine the train.
I can't quite say
there's no more,
Can't say that.
I'm done.
Gone around in circles.
but past where I've begun.
I don't show my scars with pride
but neither do I hide.
I think I've returned to
Normal.
Even though I died.
Well maybe I am groovy.
Status Quo by Nick Enders
-------------------------------
Prolly isn't going to work.
Do you go home and cry?
I'll try giving you the doubt.
Do you still want to die?
I wonder what you think about.
Do you still love to lie?
by Nick Enders
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Venus fly trap
Lily
Red
White.
by Nick Enders
-------------------------------
Sorry I didn't call you last night,
Well not really.
I know you wouldn't mind,
See you tomorrow.
by Nick Enders
--------------------------------
Now you've joined the endless masses
Dilute your mind and kill your senses.
Whats done is done,
Might not be wrong.
But what went against what you hold true.
For I cannot wish a harsher fate.
Your time to live is now of late.
Frat Boy Bond Fire by Nick Enders
--------------------------------
For this day of
Red and White
All hells blight
for you.
For you I chant
a humble prayer.
When you are gone
I wish I was there,
with you.
With you I feel at home
But when you're not there,
I'm not alone.
By you.
By you and you grace
I feel warm
in your loving embrace.
14th by Nick Enders
------------------------
You called me up late last night.
Your voice was slow and slurred.
I can't believe you dared.
You laugh, you cry, then wish to die.
Then tell me we're good friends.
But you'd use me with half a chance.
I laugh because I know.
Dialing on a Friday Night by Nick Enders
-------------------------
You bastard. You fool.
You take them.
To you they are a tool.
I wonder if you feel at all.
Try and say you're helping.
Just try to say you care.
Come to steal them in the night,
To treat them like you care.
You use them when you're empty,
You use her when you cry.
When you say I love you
All you use is lies.
One day you'll lose her,
Lose them all.
When that day comes you'll die
The thousand deaths you've given her
Killed by a thousand lies.
Self Inflicted by Nick Enders
-----------------------------
Flashing lights and lies
as mother cries
I hate what I say
Even as it's said
A new lie is forming
by Nick Enders
------------------------------
Two hours destroy the
Two months that I set.
Pain was gone. Still is
I guess. Just worried.
Why am I so stupid?
When you first came
You were cautious to
No even let our
Thoughts touch, out of
The fear that when you left,
Your hand in mine while
My face rests so that
My breath tickles your stomach.
Then we spoke of change.
Ripped Pages by Nick Enders
------------------------------
I'm caught, but thats no surprise
With all I've done, my heinous song.
Though I act wise, "like you
are supposed to be there".
For me there are no Consequences.
For me the rules are meant to be played.
The laws not enacted but acted.
Having to live in night by the light
When I'm not seen.
I cover my tracks.
I bust my ass.
Yeah, being a slacker outside "the Man"
is harder than it looks.
To join my friends and family
In the real world will be a task.
I should turn back to the straight path,
The narrow way.
Defeat blinks it's eye
But looms closer still.
Once Again by Nick Enders
------------------------------
I've stopped asking.
Things are in my hands now.
Things seem well, but looks are deceiving.
Our fingers weaving.
Our limits force risk.
Darkness befriends.
The red light over hangs.
A warmth fills me, fills you.
How long will this last?
Before I become outcast, downcast.
The mood takes me again,
Since my hands are full
Someone else's will have to do.
I'm cold.
Brushing things off.
From cold to hard
From me to you.
This melancholy is a virus.
Catching the Mood by Nick Enders
----------------------------------
Red wings beat.
Feathers fall like purple rain.
Come around to see.
Take me away again.
Red Wings by Nick Enders
----------------------------------
Pain has always sprung
Forth from the pen
But thats because there
Was nothing more
Whats one is won
by Nick Enders
----------------------------------
As I flip back through the tombs of time
I realize its all one rhyme
These faces come back
All rushing towards me
-
I realize now that nothings changed
A year from now you wont know my name
But I've got something
That just makes me smile
-
I start to compile what has gone on
I know that you never stay for the dawn
But thats not what we're
here to talk about
-
For you I was nothing to speak of
I thought you were a lovely dove
But see that I was
Just like all the rest
-
As I go back through all the pages
I cease to tell from all my rages
Who was who, all of them
Refer to you
-
You know you dragged me through all my hells
If you say it doesn't ring a bell
You read my rote
And defiled my scrit
A Book with no Lines by Nick Enders
-----------------------------------
Well thats not true
I'm cool, I'm giggity
Well toned down a little
I wanna say I'm groovy
Closer.
I wanna say no pain.
Nah
I'd like to say I feel nothing.
But there's still Blaine the train.
I can't quite say
there's no more,
Can't say that.
I'm done.
Gone around in circles.
but past where I've begun.
I don't show my scars with pride
but neither do I hide.
I think I've returned to
Normal.
Even though I died.
Well maybe I am groovy.
Status Quo by Nick Enders
-------------------------------
Prolly isn't going to work.
Do you go home and cry?
I'll try giving you the doubt.
Do you still want to die?
I wonder what you think about.
Do you still love to lie?
by Nick Enders
-------------------------------
Venus fly trap
Lily
Red
White.
by Nick Enders
-------------------------------
Sorry I didn't call you last night,
Well not really.
I know you wouldn't mind,
See you tomorrow.
by Nick Enders
--------------------------------
Now you've joined the endless masses
Dilute your mind and kill your senses.
Whats done is done,
Might not be wrong.
But what went against what you hold true.
For I cannot wish a harsher fate.
Your time to live is now of late.
Frat Boy Bond Fire by Nick Enders
--------------------------------
For this day of
Red and White
All hells blight
for you.
For you I chant
a humble prayer.
When you are gone
I wish I was there,
with you.
With you I feel at home
But when you're not there,
I'm not alone.
By you.
By you and you grace
I feel warm
in your loving embrace.
14th by Nick Enders
------------------------
You called me up late last night.
Your voice was slow and slurred.
I can't believe you dared.
You laugh, you cry, then wish to die.
Then tell me we're good friends.
But you'd use me with half a chance.
I laugh because I know.
Dialing on a Friday Night by Nick Enders
-------------------------
You bastard. You fool.
You take them.
To you they are a tool.
I wonder if you feel at all.
Try and say you're helping.
Just try to say you care.
Come to steal them in the night,
To treat them like you care.
You use them when you're empty,
You use her when you cry.
When you say I love you
All you use is lies.
One day you'll lose her,
Lose them all.
When that day comes you'll die
The thousand deaths you've given her
Killed by a thousand lies.
Self Inflicted by Nick Enders
-----------------------------
Flashing lights and lies
as mother cries
I hate what I say
Even as it's said
A new lie is forming
by Nick Enders
------------------------------
Two hours destroy the
Two months that I set.
Pain was gone. Still is
I guess. Just worried.
Why am I so stupid?
When you first came
You were cautious to
No even let our
Thoughts touch, out of
The fear that when you left,
Your hand in mine while
My face rests so that
My breath tickles your stomach.
Then we spoke of change.
Ripped Pages by Nick Enders
------------------------------
I'm caught, but thats no surprise
With all I've done, my heinous song.
Though I act wise, "like you
are supposed to be there".
For me there are no Consequences.
For me the rules are meant to be played.
The laws not enacted but acted.
Having to live in night by the light
When I'm not seen.
I cover my tracks.
I bust my ass.
Yeah, being a slacker outside "the Man"
is harder than it looks.
To join my friends and family
In the real world will be a task.
I should turn back to the straight path,
The narrow way.
Defeat blinks it's eye
But looms closer still.
Once Again by Nick Enders
------------------------------
I've stopped asking.
Things are in my hands now.
Things seem well, but looks are deceiving.
Our fingers weaving.
Our limits force risk.
Darkness befriends.
The red light over hangs.
A warmth fills me, fills you.
How long will this last?
Before I become outcast, downcast.
The mood takes me again,
Since my hands are full
Someone else's will have to do.
I'm cold.
Brushing things off.
From cold to hard
From me to you.
This melancholy is a virus.
Catching the Mood by Nick Enders
----------------------------------
Red wings beat.
Feathers fall like purple rain.
Come around to see.
Take me away again.
Red Wings by Nick Enders
----------------------------------
Pain has always sprung
Forth from the pen
But thats because there
Was nothing more
Whats one is won
by Nick Enders
----------------------------------
As I flip back through the tombs of time
I realize its all one rhyme
These faces come back
All rushing towards me
-
I realize now that nothings changed
A year from now you wont know my name
But I've got something
That just makes me smile
-
I start to compile what has gone on
I know that you never stay for the dawn
But thats not what we're
here to talk about
-
For you I was nothing to speak of
I thought you were a lovely dove
But see that I was
Just like all the rest
-
As I go back through all the pages
I cease to tell from all my rages
Who was who, all of them
Refer to you
-
You know you dragged me through all my hells
If you say it doesn't ring a bell
You read my rote
And defiled my scrit
A Book with no Lines by Nick Enders
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