what if i got it wrong.

Oct 20, 2005 01:09

i don't know what to do.
I'm not quite sure what to say.
you know how i feel.
i think i know how you feel.
its so hard. trying to do this.
trying to not let feelings get in the way.
but they do. and i want this all to work out.
things seemed so different. awhile ago.
i hope this is worth the heartache and the tears.
i have a feeling i'm getting hurt in the end.
i could take a step away, and see if you'd come back.
but then we would never be the same.
so i guess we just take it day by day.

hmm..kanye is saturday. thats exciting. i still can't dance black, but i can enjoy me some kanye. stephen j let me borrow some blackness. now i can at least cruise and be ghetto. and exposed me to nip/tuck. my life will never be the same. then next weekend is cedar point. thats also exciting. i haven't been in at least 3 years. how sad. work has been weird. vince got a puppy. its c u t e. i want one. an english bulldog. or a rescue. and the holidays are coming up too quickly. its freaking me out.umm..the gym has been going well. i can see results. so that makes me want to go more. i'm still a weak girl. but i don't want to get huge. i just want to be cute. thats all. i'm not really good at updating this thing.
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