GREY/GRAY
"came dancing across the water..."
[Cortez the Killer]
2:24 pm I have a lot of things going for me...
I find it hard to enjoy the moment though....
a lots on my mind but dont feel like sharing...
it actually makes me smile, that most everything i have wanted i now have and yet i just dont feel whole.
I am happy, dont get me wrong... acheiving what I had set out to do does make me happy and i am reeping what i sowed however i do long to be whole again... maybe a puppy can fill my void..
i had a dream i had a 4 inch puppy and i painted its hair the colors i have now and i would have tons of funs with it too...'
oh boy.... , oh wells hells... guess ill go and finish my book today.. around 50 pages left... im proud of myself... im actually finishing a book... ahh an American History book full of names , laws , and organizations to say the least
"...and your mother loved your father... cuz she had no where else to go"
*hugs*
-Ramon
"dream myself a millions times around the world , yet i still cant get out of this place"
[Cortez the Killer]
2:24 pm I have a lot of things going for me...
I find it hard to enjoy the moment though....
a lots on my mind but dont feel like sharing...
it actually makes me smile, that most everything i have wanted i now have and yet i just dont feel whole.
I am happy, dont get me wrong... acheiving what I had set out to do does make me happy and i am reeping what i sowed however i do long to be whole again... maybe a puppy can fill my void..
i had a dream i had a 4 inch puppy and i painted its hair the colors i have now and i would have tons of funs with it too...'
oh boy.... , oh wells hells... guess ill go and finish my book today.. around 50 pages left... im proud of myself... im actually finishing a book... ahh an American History book full of names , laws , and organizations to say the least
"...and your mother loved your father... cuz she had no where else to go"
*hugs*
-Ramon
"dream myself a millions times around the world , yet i still cant get out of this place"