Sep 24, 2004 10:14
Okay . Tom's results STILL weren't in yesterday ...They are all getting me so mad . I called the doc's surgery , and they kindly made me feel like I was over reacting , and maybe I was a bit crazy ...But I let them know that if I do not get a call from the paedetrician today , I shall go and pick up my results myself and take them to another doctor ....GRRRR Needless to say I am fuming .
Had Tom's 8 months check up yesterday too ; he is doing well , hasn't put on that much weight but the nurse said it wasn't anything to be concerned ...because he DID put on some weight a BIT . So yeah . He is growing fine , and she seemed more concerned about me than him ...LOL She kept on asking if I was eating properly and looking afetr myelf ok because I looked like I had lost a LOT of weight ....I wish ! Yeah my pants are too big , but I don't think it is that extreme ....
And then in the arvo I took the boys to a birthday party ...they had a ball ! Eliza's mum had a girlfriend over with her guitar singing songs with the kids...I was very very cute ... I also met a french girl , Caroline , who has been in Oz for 4 years - same as me - she has a little girl Chloe ! It was so nice to speak french again ....
Then we went to MIL's house . Had tea there . Man , I know she is still recovering , but she is getting on my nerves at times ...It's all about her , and how she is , and how sore she gets ...man it's depressing to say the least . But I know I am a bit on edge and it doesn't take much to piss me off . So I bite my tongue and think of other stuff.
Micheal's funeral will be on monday ; at 2pm . I am going by myslef as Steve will be in NZ . So yeah ..not looking forward to that.Although in a way , it will be a way of closing up on this very sad epiusode . At the minute , all is still spooky around here in the court .It's hard to think that Micheal is not goingt owalk out to come and bitch about whatever or whoever...I am so gonna miss him ...I miss him so already ...And the sad part is , I don't think I ever told him how much I appreciated him . I hope he knows now.
Today ....hummm well yet again I am off to MIL's house ... have to take her to the doc , and I think she wants to go to the shops for something .
I am trying to get Tom to go for a quick nap before I go but it is NOT working ! He is in his cot whingeing ... Just so not interested in sleeping . grrr....
By the way GIRLS ....you know who you are ...THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH FOR YOUR MESSAGES/REPLIES >>>You are all so sweet . your hugs meant a lot to me ............. :) Thank you .