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Did a huge update last night , and I lost it . I don't know where it's gone .
I didn't sleep well last night ; it just feels weird , spooky . I am feeling a bit better though . Although it is all pretty much a blur still , I am okay . We are all in shocked ; last night we had a BBQ with our neighbours , no one felt like being alone . So it was good to just be together .
But once came time to go to bed , well each time I closed my eyes I could hear Michael , or see him . I still can't believe he's gone . Trevor has come back to the house this morning . I just saw him from the window ; he is with his best mate , so I guess he is in good hands .
We will find out today about funeral arrangements and all.
On another note , I called Tom';s doc yesterday about the XRAY results , but they hadn't come in yet . So I left a message for the doctor to call me today ...Might be late this arvo though ... I am so sick of waiting . Damn .
This morning , one of Leo's little kinder friend is coming over , and then we are off to MIL's house . FIL has gone back to work this morning , so I told her I'd go and keep her company .
The kids are invited to a birthday party tomorrow , I had completely forgotten about it , and I also have Tom's 8 months check up . Will be busy tomorrow . I guess it's good though . S
And then Steve is off to New Zealand next week for work ; it will be extremely strange not to have him around for a whole week ... He is looking forward to it though ; his work is finally giving the responsabities he was after . So yeah .
We got our car serviced yesterday ...$350 later but it runs like a dream . It needed quite a few little things to be done apart from the oil change . So because we had the money I told Steve we moght as well have it done now . We got our second payment from Centerlink ... Still got $600 left that I am putting aside towards a week end away with the boys ...when we get some time to do it .
I feel really tired today ; and I have to go and do my grocery shopping too ...just don't know how I'm gonna fit it all in . But I NEED to go ...All the necessities have gone so I guess I have no choice at all .
Alright better go and fix up those boys before they arrived .
Lisa and Donna , thanx for your hugs , I need em badly ...
And Amanda , thank you for thinking of us ...
They are a few long days ahead ... but I hang in there ; I have become quite good at it .
TTFN XXX
I didn't sleep well last night ; it just feels weird , spooky . I am feeling a bit better though . Although it is all pretty much a blur still , I am okay . We are all in shocked ; last night we had a BBQ with our neighbours , no one felt like being alone . So it was good to just be together .
But once came time to go to bed , well each time I closed my eyes I could hear Michael , or see him . I still can't believe he's gone . Trevor has come back to the house this morning . I just saw him from the window ; he is with his best mate , so I guess he is in good hands .
We will find out today about funeral arrangements and all.
On another note , I called Tom';s doc yesterday about the XRAY results , but they hadn't come in yet . So I left a message for the doctor to call me today ...Might be late this arvo though ... I am so sick of waiting . Damn .
This morning , one of Leo's little kinder friend is coming over , and then we are off to MIL's house . FIL has gone back to work this morning , so I told her I'd go and keep her company .
The kids are invited to a birthday party tomorrow , I had completely forgotten about it , and I also have Tom's 8 months check up . Will be busy tomorrow . I guess it's good though . S
And then Steve is off to New Zealand next week for work ; it will be extremely strange not to have him around for a whole week ... He is looking forward to it though ; his work is finally giving the responsabities he was after . So yeah .
We got our car serviced yesterday ...$350 later but it runs like a dream . It needed quite a few little things to be done apart from the oil change . So because we had the money I told Steve we moght as well have it done now . We got our second payment from Centerlink ... Still got $600 left that I am putting aside towards a week end away with the boys ...when we get some time to do it .
I feel really tired today ; and I have to go and do my grocery shopping too ...just don't know how I'm gonna fit it all in . But I NEED to go ...All the necessities have gone so I guess I have no choice at all .
Alright better go and fix up those boys before they arrived .
Lisa and Donna , thanx for your hugs , I need em badly ...
And Amanda , thank you for thinking of us ...
They are a few long days ahead ... but I hang in there ; I have become quite good at it .
TTFN XXX