depression
So this is a fun post.
I'm depressed, and I can't figure out what's caused this bout. I am the brand new owner of a townhouse, just got a double raise at work (975 hours plus the union inflation raise), and I have the most wonderful family (2 beautiful cats and my skishy, Tanya), yet I'm down.
I'm currently on antidepressants (40mg of Celexa), and right now I'm kinda scared that I'll screw something up both if I do get my meds upped (ie unexpected side-effects that keep me off work) , and if I don't (like not wanting to get out of bed or having one of my ballistics-grade mood swings).
What's even worse, is that along with my rapidly changing environment, I'm losing my main escape and coping mechanism; becoming Glynn on the Azuremyst server of WoW. I have to make that sacrifice financially, in that to afford closing costs (which are more than I expected) I can't buy a WoW game card (Tanya's missing out as well), and also my only internet access for much of October is going to be from this BlackBerry.
Before I lose this connection in a week or 2, does anyone have some recommended tunes I should download, or any good podcasts to get my hands on? Or any ideas as to how to stem the tide of crappy feeling that's coming?
I'm depressed, and I can't figure out what's caused this bout. I am the brand new owner of a townhouse, just got a double raise at work (975 hours plus the union inflation raise), and I have the most wonderful family (2 beautiful cats and my skishy, Tanya), yet I'm down.
I'm currently on antidepressants (40mg of Celexa), and right now I'm kinda scared that I'll screw something up both if I do get my meds upped (ie unexpected side-effects that keep me off work) , and if I don't (like not wanting to get out of bed or having one of my ballistics-grade mood swings).
What's even worse, is that along with my rapidly changing environment, I'm losing my main escape and coping mechanism; becoming Glynn on the Azuremyst server of WoW. I have to make that sacrifice financially, in that to afford closing costs (which are more than I expected) I can't buy a WoW game card (Tanya's missing out as well), and also my only internet access for much of October is going to be from this BlackBerry.
Before I lose this connection in a week or 2, does anyone have some recommended tunes I should download, or any good podcasts to get my hands on? Or any ideas as to how to stem the tide of crappy feeling that's coming?