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19 started out wonderfully. Towards the middle it started heading towards disaster, and ended worse than I could ever imagine. I don't foresee 20 getting any better. Talk about crashing and burning ( Read more... )

aging, stupid brain, i am so emo, do not want this dark cloud, feeling pathetic, birthday, lonely

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pasteurize Jul 13, 2008 00:56

Dino, I would like to apologize for not contacting you. I know we had plans. I'm sorry, but... something came up ( Read more... )

dino, do not want this dark cloud, horsie is gone, lonely, yuki, i am so emo, feeling pathetic, overwhelmed

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pasteurize Jul 12, 2008 00:45

73 - 95 = 0

Edit: Ah, Dino. I can't thank you enough for the present. You certainly do spoil me, and I don't deserve it.

dino, 73 x 95, birthday presents, horsie is gone, lonely

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pasteurize Jun 08, 2008 22:34

Hitomi, Thorfinn, thank you both for last night, especially Thorfinn. Who knows what could have happened had you not helped me. I'm terribly sorry for even coming in the first place. I'm an idiot ( Read more... )

konata, do not want this dark cloud, rin, lonely, private, i am so emo, yuki, hitomi, sick day, thorfinn

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pasteurize Apr 30, 2007 02:36

I sang for Simca. u_u ( Read more... )

kisa, momiji, lonely, natsuo, inspiration, simca, hatori, natsuo surprise

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pasteurize Apr 23, 2007 09:15

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I want to go to the cafe and hang out with everyone. It's always fun when you're just hanging out, and then a bunch of friends and family come by. It's gratifying.

Maybe after my search for the day, I'll go visit Yuki and see if he wants to hang out for a little while.

yuki, video, natsuo surprise, lonely