Not the End of the World...
Well, tonight, it seems that I have to move on from my present stand-still in the world of girls. I had a talk, and basically, that one person that makes me really special just wants to be friends. Right now, I'm think that this is a really good idea. I mean, look at all the opportunities that I'll have now. Right now, I'm just gonna concentrate on making my current friendships stronger and even might make some new friendships.
This is kinda hard for me, even though nothing really happened. I really like her and care for her more than I've cared for anyone else. I think what was the best thing about her was that I could be myself around her and not try to act like the guy she wanted me to be, if she ever wanted me to be that type of guy. But the important thing in all of this is to just keep a positive attitude. I mean, it's not the end of the world, and there's some 14,000 girls waiting for me at the U of I ;)...just kidding. So this is not the end of the world for me. And the good thing is that Brittany and I are really close right now, even though we're not "together." And I'm really liking that idea. There's no doubt in my mind that "I'll be" her crying shoulder or "I'll be" captivated by her, but just in sort of a different way. Which is fine, I think. Well, I must be going. Hope you all have a good rest of the week.
This is kinda hard for me, even though nothing really happened. I really like her and care for her more than I've cared for anyone else. I think what was the best thing about her was that I could be myself around her and not try to act like the guy she wanted me to be, if she ever wanted me to be that type of guy. But the important thing in all of this is to just keep a positive attitude. I mean, it's not the end of the world, and there's some 14,000 girls waiting for me at the U of I ;)...just kidding. So this is not the end of the world for me. And the good thing is that Brittany and I are really close right now, even though we're not "together." And I'm really liking that idea. There's no doubt in my mind that "I'll be" her crying shoulder or "I'll be" captivated by her, but just in sort of a different way. Which is fine, I think. Well, I must be going. Hope you all have a good rest of the week.