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You see, that's the thing. I get sucked back into the past, which is something I have processed and discussed and understood to the point that I now feel no need to dwell on it.
Yet livejournal always brings it out in me. Absolute rubbish, no?
Waiting, wishing, hoping, planning... Phoenix in t-minus 2 days. I plan on going to see Godspell on closing night with Dustin Youso. Had a random 2 hour conversation with him on facebook chat today. He's a fascinating person. Trip to Sedona (tripping)? Possibly, we'll see. I feel like I have so many strings that I need to pull, and the pulling makes me feel pulled along and pulled apart. A part apart. A piece a part. Needless to say, the trip to Phoenix will be somewhat hellish, as it always is, but hopefully adventurous.
I can't stop thinking of Jacques Lacan and the idea of the Real. I think I'm in love with Lacan, and with Slavoj Zizek... how academically uppity of me.
Music I can't stop listening to:
Beach House - Teen Dream (whole album)
The National - "Fake Empire"
The Morning Benders - "Excuses"
Sufjan Stevens - "You Are the Blood"
Department of Eagles - In Ear Park (whole album, which I've been obsessed with for almost exactly a year now)
Grizzly Bear - "Deep Blue Sea"
Yeasayer - "Red Cave"
Yet livejournal always brings it out in me. Absolute rubbish, no?
Waiting, wishing, hoping, planning... Phoenix in t-minus 2 days. I plan on going to see Godspell on closing night with Dustin Youso. Had a random 2 hour conversation with him on facebook chat today. He's a fascinating person. Trip to Sedona (tripping)? Possibly, we'll see. I feel like I have so many strings that I need to pull, and the pulling makes me feel pulled along and pulled apart. A part apart. A piece a part. Needless to say, the trip to Phoenix will be somewhat hellish, as it always is, but hopefully adventurous.
I can't stop thinking of Jacques Lacan and the idea of the Real. I think I'm in love with Lacan, and with Slavoj Zizek... how academically uppity of me.
Music I can't stop listening to:
Beach House - Teen Dream (whole album)
The National - "Fake Empire"
The Morning Benders - "Excuses"
Sufjan Stevens - "You Are the Blood"
Department of Eagles - In Ear Park (whole album, which I've been obsessed with for almost exactly a year now)
Grizzly Bear - "Deep Blue Sea"
Yeasayer - "Red Cave"