Interesting...
The people that touch your life.. you'll never know. You'll never know who's true or not-so-worth it.. and sometimes you think you've got it, but you don't. Something else pops out and surprises you. You think you've got someone who loves you.. then things change. You think someone's a total asshole, but they become your savior.
Funny thing life can be.
And it just made me more grateful when someone IMd me this:
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hey....ummm....I know you're away and all.....and I dunno if you'll get this anyway...but I just wanted to let you know that I'm sorry for the way I've been acting the past couple weeks. It wasn't fair to you, and I was incredibly stubborn, selfish, harsh, and mean. You know that my intention was never, or is never, to drive you out or drive you away....I just had (and still do have to some extent) a lot of "stuff"...and I didn't know how to handle it all....my actions were a knee-jerk reflex; however, they can't be defended. I hope you can just chalk this all up to youthful stress and the agony of "growing up" - ok...I'll admitt that sounds soooooo totally lame....lol. I miss you, and I love you, and hopefully we can talk more later.....:-*
"
and that was that. Mind you, this person have always found it hard to admit crap. And mind you, I'm not exactly the easiest person to be settling disputes with. I mean once you've sparked it with me, you know for damn well I'll just keep adding gasoline to make a bigger fire.
And it feels really nice. Nice to have to feel that hey, maybe you can fall and trip once in a while and someone's going to catch you. Yeah. ::smile:: Yeah. That just made my night.. day.. whatever.
Funny thing life can be.
And it just made me more grateful when someone IMd me this:
"
hey....ummm....I know you're away and all.....and I dunno if you'll get this anyway...but I just wanted to let you know that I'm sorry for the way I've been acting the past couple weeks. It wasn't fair to you, and I was incredibly stubborn, selfish, harsh, and mean. You know that my intention was never, or is never, to drive you out or drive you away....I just had (and still do have to some extent) a lot of "stuff"...and I didn't know how to handle it all....my actions were a knee-jerk reflex; however, they can't be defended. I hope you can just chalk this all up to youthful stress and the agony of "growing up" - ok...I'll admitt that sounds soooooo totally lame....lol. I miss you, and I love you, and hopefully we can talk more later.....:-*
"
and that was that. Mind you, this person have always found it hard to admit crap. And mind you, I'm not exactly the easiest person to be settling disputes with. I mean once you've sparked it with me, you know for damn well I'll just keep adding gasoline to make a bigger fire.
And it feels really nice. Nice to have to feel that hey, maybe you can fall and trip once in a while and someone's going to catch you. Yeah. ::smile:: Yeah. That just made my night.. day.. whatever.