today is my 10th wedding anniversary
Brandon got this
I'm getting nothing......... ....... in fact if I want to go out to celebrate my anniversary I have to make those plans.... ....
I'm not going dancing tonight so I can stay home and cuddle but the realization that I am in fact getting nothing really makes me want to go out. 10 years.
I took a nap on my lunch break and had a dream that Brandon was looking at videos of him and my sister, then he told me he wanted a divorce then I went to the boutiful cemetary and started walking into it I was about 20 feet in when I freaked out and ran back to my grandma's house up the street, then I was driving home and a semi hit my car head on even after I honked at him, I was crying and texting everyone I know but no one was responding...
TODAY SUCKS