horse shows in general
So I guess to sum it all up
these horse shows that Ive
been going to
have really helped me
learn a lot about myself
more that learning about horses.
Like i know how to tack up a horse
and make them clean and
brush them.
But what I am really learning a lot about is
myself.
Like my limitations
and how much stress i CAN HANDLE.
When Greg calls up on the Walkie Talkie
like
"So we need 5 horses up here at the ring NOW"
I know that I
want to completely freak out and
run around trying to get everything done.
But I've realized that if I just take
a second
and relax about it all
Ill get it done a lot faster.
I just need to work on my
anxiety attacks happening less frequently.
Also, I have been really noticing
how much drama people can create.
I feel like I am older than these girls.
I def dont have this many problems
and Im in HIGH SCHOOL.
The 3 other girls I am mostly with just constantly bicker
and each person has to get the last word in.
And I get along fine with everyone.
They just dont want to stay out of it.
Its like their trying to find conflict. oHhh well.
soo yeah the
point of this entry is to
emphasize how much you can
learn being by yourself and
having to depend on yourself.
I feel so independent.
I can get a sense of what
I will be getting myself into.
SIDE NOTE: Greg saw Parker and he like\d him a lot.
I am hopefully going to be bringing him to grazing fields to check him
out further.
well Im tired and I have to wake early so I will make another entry when the internet is available to me.
these horse shows that Ive
been going to
have really helped me
learn a lot about myself
more that learning about horses.
Like i know how to tack up a horse
and make them clean and
brush them.
But what I am really learning a lot about is
myself.
Like my limitations
and how much stress i CAN HANDLE.
When Greg calls up on the Walkie Talkie
like
"So we need 5 horses up here at the ring NOW"
I know that I
want to completely freak out and
run around trying to get everything done.
But I've realized that if I just take
a second
and relax about it all
Ill get it done a lot faster.
I just need to work on my
anxiety attacks happening less frequently.
Also, I have been really noticing
how much drama people can create.
I feel like I am older than these girls.
I def dont have this many problems
and Im in HIGH SCHOOL.
The 3 other girls I am mostly with just constantly bicker
and each person has to get the last word in.
And I get along fine with everyone.
They just dont want to stay out of it.
Its like their trying to find conflict. oHhh well.
soo yeah the
point of this entry is to
emphasize how much you can
learn being by yourself and
having to depend on yourself.
I feel so independent.
I can get a sense of what
I will be getting myself into.
SIDE NOTE: Greg saw Parker and he like\d him a lot.
I am hopefully going to be bringing him to grazing fields to check him
out further.
well Im tired and I have to wake early so I will make another entry when the internet is available to me.