Apr 08, 2005 00:00
Well I finally broke down today, I couldn't take it anymore. School and babysitting were fine and dandy but then my mom asked me to pick up my brat faced sister and her friend from basketball practice. So I have to miss the last 10 minutes of the O.C. so my mom can watch Survivor, whatever, I was taping it anyway. However I have like a cajillion and one things to do and I was waiting for my sister from 8:55 until 9:28. I was pissed off so naturally I was ranting and swearing and I may have said I feel like driving my car off a cliff but I am PMS queen right now. Well my sister, whom I am NEVER talking to again, told my mom everything and made it look like I was attacking her and my parents are punishing me. I can only drive from home to school and that's it. Fuck Megan, if she was any kind of sister she would have realized that I am stressed out and I'm going through a bad time and played it cool. Mark my words, I shall NEVER forget this, I keep all her stupid secrets like her making out with a Sophomore when she is supposed to be at her friends house and I never told my parents that she shoplifted majorly when she was in 6th grade. I am always the one who takes the blame, I always get the sharp end of the sword because I am the oldest and I am supposed to be more mature. Well Fuck Megan. She is the reason I never want to have children. I HATE her so badly I can taste it, I wish I were an only child, if she were to die, I would not shed a tear, she can rot in hell for all I care, for all the shit I have done for her and this is how she repays me, forget it.