i am an idiot
i've been pretty stressed out lately, for those that havent noticed much. because of this i've also been quite a dick around some people, you dont have to tell me, i realize it. today didnt help much, let alone the last week. but its slowly getting better now that im done with yet to more tests today, i actually felt pretty good about these ones, but i dont want to get high hopes any more after the last couple tests that i felt the same way.
then there was last week when i got to see a great movie in class on work place violence. just what someone with my family history really wants to watch. for those of you that dont know what im talkin about i guess just ask me sometime, since im actually getting better at talking about it. but yeah the effects of watchin then movie and reminding me of the past has been still really tormenting me this last week. not so good when i was driving home or even coming back.
at this point in really need to just relax cause i've noticed how all this fuckin stress is effecting me, my grades, my health, and probably anything else right now.
then there was last week when i got to see a great movie in class on work place violence. just what someone with my family history really wants to watch. for those of you that dont know what im talkin about i guess just ask me sometime, since im actually getting better at talking about it. but yeah the effects of watchin then movie and reminding me of the past has been still really tormenting me this last week. not so good when i was driving home or even coming back.
at this point in really need to just relax cause i've noticed how all this fuckin stress is effecting me, my grades, my health, and probably anything else right now.