ALAS! Neoteny!
I'm reading this amazing book. It's making me miss this amazing person.
*Please hurry back home, I have so much to tell you.
I hung out with females that didn't get on my nerves. The girls rugby team had a sleep over at Beamans house. She's so cute, she likes to say shut up a lot.. it makes me laugh. I can still hear her saying that in the back of my mind. Jess, she reminds me of myself. I can't open up to them yet, so I'm kind of playing the role of the shy girl. Although, my whole life I have never been the shy girl. It's quite complicating. As for Becca, Rachel, Abgial, MacKenzie, Erin, and Tori. I love them all. I really admire us, honestly. We are all SO different. I was almost certain that a cat fight was going to go down, nothing happened.. well at least to my concern. Nash Bash is in two weeks. The team will be packing and traveling to Nashville.. I can't wait to see the guys play! Blood and Sweat. RAWR! ((kidding)) They scare the shit out of me.
*David* Decided that this weekend he was going to go hiking up this incredibly HUGE mountain. He lives for this certain acheivement. I really admire that single perspective of his that I can find understanding and relation to. He was communicating with me. ((SHOCKED! Mouths drop, pupils dilate!!!)) Yes. We talk. He was explaining the feeling that he gets when we accomplishes the unacheiveable. I love the way he puts his feelings into words. WHEN HE ACTUALLY CONFIDES IN ME. Wonders work themselves out. Last year when he hiked the same trail, I wasn't the least but concerned about his safety. This year, I'm fucking freaking out. Last night at Beamans house something told me to go to church with his Mom this morning and pray for him. So I did.
He's back and IM HAPPY.
TEHEHEHEHEHE! He can't even explain this feeling that is occuring to me right now. :)
*Please hurry back home, I have so much to tell you.
I hung out with females that didn't get on my nerves. The girls rugby team had a sleep over at Beamans house. She's so cute, she likes to say shut up a lot.. it makes me laugh. I can still hear her saying that in the back of my mind. Jess, she reminds me of myself. I can't open up to them yet, so I'm kind of playing the role of the shy girl. Although, my whole life I have never been the shy girl. It's quite complicating. As for Becca, Rachel, Abgial, MacKenzie, Erin, and Tori. I love them all. I really admire us, honestly. We are all SO different. I was almost certain that a cat fight was going to go down, nothing happened.. well at least to my concern. Nash Bash is in two weeks. The team will be packing and traveling to Nashville.. I can't wait to see the guys play! Blood and Sweat. RAWR! ((kidding)) They scare the shit out of me.
*David* Decided that this weekend he was going to go hiking up this incredibly HUGE mountain. He lives for this certain acheivement. I really admire that single perspective of his that I can find understanding and relation to. He was communicating with me. ((SHOCKED! Mouths drop, pupils dilate!!!)) Yes. We talk. He was explaining the feeling that he gets when we accomplishes the unacheiveable. I love the way he puts his feelings into words. WHEN HE ACTUALLY CONFIDES IN ME. Wonders work themselves out. Last year when he hiked the same trail, I wasn't the least but concerned about his safety. This year, I'm fucking freaking out. Last night at Beamans house something told me to go to church with his Mom this morning and pray for him. So I did.
He's back and IM HAPPY.
TEHEHEHEHEHE! He can't even explain this feeling that is occuring to me right now. :)