Just a little too familiar...even with a boy to kiss at midnight!ladymerceyJanuary 5 2006, 00:28:12 UTC
**HUGS**
This post almost made me cry. And I know you didn't ask for it but here goes, in short, my hope for you.
Before I met Chris I had a HUGE break from men, I had almost about given up. Somewhere I had a little hope left but I didn't really know it at the time. I hadn't dated in about a year and spent a huge amount of time alone in the smallest apartment in the world. I had a couple of really bad relationships after a childhood that should have killed me, but somehow I just kept my head up and hoped that one day I would be happy or meet someone (even though at the time I would shout, Men Suck, Throw Rocks at Them) that would make sense of it all. And I have, even though I wasn't looking for him! He doesn't take away the angst of my past, but helps me to overcome some of the pain and as the years go by it hurts less and less and I am even starting to forget a little about the past I used to cling too. I see in you the potential for a great relationship because you are such an amazing woman. I know that a man is not what this post is all about but if I can get through the past YEARS of bitterness and sadness then I know I should at least share this with you. I hope you have a good year this year and that we stay in touch. If you ever want to chat you have my number!
PS...I still want to throw rocks at him sometimes!! I have to tell you about last New Years, when he showed up at the bar I was tending and fell off the stool twice! He came to the bar from home, drunk as a skunk (I think on Whisky) way before midnight. I almost got fired! I had to put him in my car and tell him to pass out! New Year's Eve is my birthday, which really to be honest until this year SUCKED everytime! This is really the first good New Years I have had in my entire life. It was simple no bars just dinner, but it was enough to shadow over all the bad years.
I hope that this is even just slightly inspiring and I hoping that next year you will be smiling!
**HUGS**
This post almost made me cry. And I know you didn't ask for it but here goes, in short, my hope for you.
Before I met Chris I had a HUGE break from men, I had almost about given up. Somewhere I had a little hope left but I didn't really know it at the time. I hadn't dated in about a year and spent a huge amount of time alone in the smallest apartment in the world. I had a couple of really bad relationships after a childhood that should have killed me, but somehow I just kept my head up and hoped that one day I would be happy or meet someone (even though at the time I would shout, Men Suck, Throw Rocks at Them) that would make sense of it all. And I have, even though I wasn't looking for him! He doesn't take away the angst of my past, but helps me to overcome some of the pain and as the years go by it hurts less and less and I am even starting to forget a little about the past I used to cling too. I see in you the potential for a great relationship because you are such an amazing woman. I know that a man is not what this post is all about but if I can get through the past YEARS of bitterness and sadness then I know I should at least share this with you. I hope you have a good year this year and that we stay in touch. If you ever want to chat you have my number!
PS...I still want to throw rocks at him sometimes!! I have to tell you about last New Years, when he showed up at the bar I was tending and fell off the stool twice! He came to the bar from home, drunk as a skunk (I think on Whisky) way before midnight. I almost got fired! I had to put him in my car and tell him to pass out! New Year's Eve is my birthday, which really to be honest until this year SUCKED everytime! This is really the first good New Years I have had in my entire life. It was simple no bars just dinner, but it was enough to shadow over all the bad years.
I hope that this is even just slightly inspiring and I hoping that next year you will be smiling!
Chele
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